11-19-2017, 10:58 PM
Stage 1, Day 9
- I’m starting to get that extremely grounded feel that I did from E2, where it’s like I’m so emotionally solid that on the outside it’s like I have no emotions.
- past couple of days my wife did a couple things that would normally work me up but I hardly felt irritated this time around and just let it go quickly.
- On a more positive note the wife is actually more friendly towards me in general.
- I’m discovering that while I run the sub, the 5G programming really does make my mind run at 100% capacity. My reading speed and comprehension improves, my recall and focus overall also improve. I also find it tougher to go to sleep, even when deeply relaxed because my mind is processing so much at once.
- I’m starting to get that extremely grounded feel that I did from E2, where it’s like I’m so emotionally solid that on the outside it’s like I have no emotions.
- past couple of days my wife did a couple things that would normally work me up but I hardly felt irritated this time around and just let it go quickly.
- On a more positive note the wife is actually more friendly towards me in general.
- I’m discovering that while I run the sub, the 5G programming really does make my mind run at 100% capacity. My reading speed and comprehension improves, my recall and focus overall also improve. I also find it tougher to go to sleep, even when deeply relaxed because my mind is processing so much at once.
