11-12-2017, 12:20 PM
Stage 1, Day 2:
Felt motivation to get things done, but it was the calmest motivation in my life. Instead of being hyped, it was a calm and focused sort of energy. I tackled cleaning my bedroom without even mentally complaining or procrastinating like I usually would. My daughter is also listening to me much easier. My libido is also stronger for some reason. I feel slightly more serious than I have in the past few weeks but I’m still cracking jokes. Other than that nothing else to report, I get the feeling that stage 1 isn’t going to feel that eventful to me but doesn’t matter. One thing I’ve learned about life in the past 2 years is that feelings can be deceiving, so just because it doesn’t “feel” like something is happening doesn’t mean that’s true.
Felt motivation to get things done, but it was the calmest motivation in my life. Instead of being hyped, it was a calm and focused sort of energy. I tackled cleaning my bedroom without even mentally complaining or procrastinating like I usually would. My daughter is also listening to me much easier. My libido is also stronger for some reason. I feel slightly more serious than I have in the past few weeks but I’m still cracking jokes. Other than that nothing else to report, I get the feeling that stage 1 isn’t going to feel that eventful to me but doesn’t matter. One thing I’ve learned about life in the past 2 years is that feelings can be deceiving, so just because it doesn’t “feel” like something is happening doesn’t mean that’s true.
