11-08-2017, 08:03 AM
(11-08-2017, 04:51 AM)mat422 Wrote: Had a moment last night listening to the sub where I realized I hold myself back a lot. Telling myself I can't do something and basically instead of striving for success I become comfortable with failure. Where most people have goals and positivity, I have this defeated sort of attitude where I imagine me never achieving what I want in life and then being complacent with that as a way to avoid fear or failure. My mind is not calibrated for success at all, but I intend to change that.
I can really relate to that. My life started off great and then somewhere along the way I became afraid of success and kept sabotaging myself to be out of the spotlight, and away from judgement.