I need some input one one thing, so if anyone reading this have any thoughts please share!
I have some people in my life that make me feel worse off for some reason, and it's like their emotional state affect me. Like I am "open" to other peoples emotions, rather than just acknowledging them, I can actually feel them in my chest. Maybe this is just a phase-thing, a thing inside of me that need to be repaired. But whatever these people do they make me feel worse. I hate it, I hate them, and I hate myself for being this affected by them. Life is NOT a problem, don't make it a problem, and certainly don't make it MY problem. I want to go off into my day and only get down by my own problems, not other peoples moods. What the fuck? They are other people, and their emotions shouldn't be my problem. I hate loud people, that crave attention, loud or not, just people who need attention and really sucking out that little emotional energy that I have. When tired I became reactive, irritated and angry.
Is it my heart chakra that need further healing?
TLDR: I have problems separating my own emotions from other peoples emotions, big problem, what should i do?
On another note, my solar plexus is healing, and I am feeling an "inner fire" coming up in my exercise, more core power and energy.
My upper 2 chakras are also healing and the mist of confusion is clearing somewhat, my vision is improving and my cognitive abilities to. The blockage in these two have made it impossible for me to run any subliminals as turning them on make the muscles in my head tense and make me really uncomfortable, why I have the current "sub-break". I however thing that I would be benefited by running E2 to solve some of the problems mentioned above.
Also my root chakra is healing as I feel more connected to my body and so is my sacral chakra as i noticed more creativity en relaxation in my body.
I have some people in my life that make me feel worse off for some reason, and it's like their emotional state affect me. Like I am "open" to other peoples emotions, rather than just acknowledging them, I can actually feel them in my chest. Maybe this is just a phase-thing, a thing inside of me that need to be repaired. But whatever these people do they make me feel worse. I hate it, I hate them, and I hate myself for being this affected by them. Life is NOT a problem, don't make it a problem, and certainly don't make it MY problem. I want to go off into my day and only get down by my own problems, not other peoples moods. What the fuck? They are other people, and their emotions shouldn't be my problem. I hate loud people, that crave attention, loud or not, just people who need attention and really sucking out that little emotional energy that I have. When tired I became reactive, irritated and angry.
Is it my heart chakra that need further healing?
TLDR: I have problems separating my own emotions from other peoples emotions, big problem, what should i do?
On another note, my solar plexus is healing, and I am feeling an "inner fire" coming up in my exercise, more core power and energy.
My upper 2 chakras are also healing and the mist of confusion is clearing somewhat, my vision is improving and my cognitive abilities to. The blockage in these two have made it impossible for me to run any subliminals as turning them on make the muscles in my head tense and make me really uncomfortable, why I have the current "sub-break". I however thing that I would be benefited by running E2 to solve some of the problems mentioned above.
Also my root chakra is healing as I feel more connected to my body and so is my sacral chakra as i noticed more creativity en relaxation in my body.
