10-30-2017, 12:41 PM
(10-30-2017, 10:35 AM)Plouf Wrote:Quote:Also, this morning as I was getting ready in the bathroom, I noticed how terrible my body looked. For a moment I thought I was sickly, like a starving POW. It was crazy. The lack of DMSI's reality shifting? Who knows. But then afterward I thought I looked ok. It was a real shock tho.Happens to me all the time. Sometimes I looks like 5. Sometimes 7...
Sometimes I feel like bipolar so much that my mood and/or beliefs about myself swing very frequently.
Crazy man. Yeah it's definitely hard on the ol' psyche.
Motivates me to hit the gym more intelligently tho, so I can remove all doubt.
ION approached a solid 8/10 today. Perfect approach but she gave me a very creative version of "I have a boyfriend". It didn't go anywhere.