10-30-2017, 08:12 AM
I'm really noticing other people's quirks/idiosyncracies these days.
I was watching a movie with my brother yesterday and he would laugh hysterically at parts I didn't think were funny. I was thinking "He's never been like this before". Same when I hung out with my cousin. It's like I'm not on the same page as people anymore but I used to be (or thought I was).
No idea if this is a good or bad thing.
Also, this morning as I was getting ready in the bathroom, I noticed how terrible my body looked. For a moment I thought I was sickly, like a starving POW. It was crazy. The lack of DMSI's reality shifting? Who knows. But then afterward I thought I looked ok. It was a real shock tho.
I'm getting more and more nervous about sales. I guess that's a good sign. I've often done well when I was nervous. We'll see how today goes.
Lastly, been having long and in-depth dreams. I won't go into details however.
I was watching a movie with my brother yesterday and he would laugh hysterically at parts I didn't think were funny. I was thinking "He's never been like this before". Same when I hung out with my cousin. It's like I'm not on the same page as people anymore but I used to be (or thought I was).
No idea if this is a good or bad thing.
Also, this morning as I was getting ready in the bathroom, I noticed how terrible my body looked. For a moment I thought I was sickly, like a starving POW. It was crazy. The lack of DMSI's reality shifting? Who knows. But then afterward I thought I looked ok. It was a real shock tho.
I'm getting more and more nervous about sales. I guess that's a good sign. I've often done well when I was nervous. We'll see how today goes.
Lastly, been having long and in-depth dreams. I won't go into details however.
