10-29-2017, 01:42 PM
For the sake of grasping the difference between A and B, I am on loop 2 of B right now. Within the first loop I dropped the anger I woke up with and in place of that demeanor I became energetic, silly, and goofy, dancing senselessly. Its a fun, confident, carefree kind of feeling. Very nice.
Version A definitely feels heavier. Inward focusing, lots of grounded thinking and contemplation, and even anger. But yes, I did loop it for 8+ hours.
Now the thing to do is decide how long to play A for. I recognize it has all the healing whereas B has none of it. I do find value in the self esteem boosting and self image aspects, but the trick, in my mind, is to find a balance.
Version A definitely feels heavier. Inward focusing, lots of grounded thinking and contemplation, and even anger. But yes, I did loop it for 8+ hours.
Now the thing to do is decide how long to play A for. I recognize it has all the healing whereas B has none of it. I do find value in the self esteem boosting and self image aspects, but the trick, in my mind, is to find a balance.
