10-26-2017, 03:51 AM
Well there's no doubt in my mind now that I'm resisting heavily. It seems I'm battling some really strong fears. Most of which stem from the constant belief that people don't really like me and once they see who I actually am will leave me. So as a preemptive measure I keep everyone at arm's length. I'd rather deal with the pain of loneliness and isolation vs subjecting myself to the fear. Just shows how strong this fear is for me.
INFP
