OK, you guys keep bickering on the forum while I look forward to DMSI 3.2 release.
Currently running AM6 refresher, bailed on MHS. Even in the bloom stage, DMSI has been very cathartic. Man, I'm progressing so much and overcoming so many barriers to personal assertion, things are still coming up to be released, and with somewhat reduced anger but it's still there. My verbosity is increasing to alarmingly high levels (edit: I'm actually just becoming much more confident with my voice and aural seduction skills), can't wait for improved manifestation/reality bending, since I'm still not able to jump the gap. Even though my voice is amazing articulate and melodious, sometimes I get jerky in public.
I was in a health food store and saw some blonde college co-ed with an ass bursting through her tight black jeans in the supplement isle. Must of been her pheromones since I just had to get closer. "Ah THAT's what I'm looking for"... Turns out an enzyme supplement I was thinking about getting really was in that isle, because I mostly said that for effect lol. As I grab it, this obese woman who had been watching the whole thing (employee) bumbles over, stands in front of the girl with the thicc ass that had been my peripheal focus, and starts trying to lecture me on supplements and "what enzymes are". "I KNOW" and "I THINK I GET ENOUGH PROBIOTICS" made quick work of her territorial display. At this point I lost my composure, said under my breath "fat bitch can't tell me shit" which the blonde more than likely heard then I immediately walked off. So that attempted approach was a bust and I'm still getting cockblocked by un-selfaware narcissist females. GRRRRRR. Whenever I go to the city and see really hot girls like that I get so sexually frustrated. I made very poor decisions directly after that, let's just say.
Right now I'm browsing the book Love and Shyness, one of the few studies of it's kind showing the deletrious effect of lacking relationships in boys and men which are much more volatile than women (who hardly suffer the same). Shannon is practically a messiah for giving disadvantaged or unsocialized males a chance for serious social improvement. A reciprocated loving relationship can vibrantly boost a man's aura into a brilliant full-bodied glow of which few things compare, I read.
There's a country girl in a hardware store that made an attempt to flirt with me, might go after that. She has good noble features, if face reading is a thing - which it is.
Currently running AM6 refresher, bailed on MHS. Even in the bloom stage, DMSI has been very cathartic. Man, I'm progressing so much and overcoming so many barriers to personal assertion, things are still coming up to be released, and with somewhat reduced anger but it's still there. My verbosity is increasing to alarmingly high levels (edit: I'm actually just becoming much more confident with my voice and aural seduction skills), can't wait for improved manifestation/reality bending, since I'm still not able to jump the gap. Even though my voice is amazing articulate and melodious, sometimes I get jerky in public.
I was in a health food store and saw some blonde college co-ed with an ass bursting through her tight black jeans in the supplement isle. Must of been her pheromones since I just had to get closer. "Ah THAT's what I'm looking for"... Turns out an enzyme supplement I was thinking about getting really was in that isle, because I mostly said that for effect lol. As I grab it, this obese woman who had been watching the whole thing (employee) bumbles over, stands in front of the girl with the thicc ass that had been my peripheal focus, and starts trying to lecture me on supplements and "what enzymes are". "I KNOW" and "I THINK I GET ENOUGH PROBIOTICS" made quick work of her territorial display. At this point I lost my composure, said under my breath "fat bitch can't tell me shit" which the blonde more than likely heard then I immediately walked off. So that attempted approach was a bust and I'm still getting cockblocked by un-selfaware narcissist females. GRRRRRR. Whenever I go to the city and see really hot girls like that I get so sexually frustrated. I made very poor decisions directly after that, let's just say.
Right now I'm browsing the book Love and Shyness, one of the few studies of it's kind showing the deletrious effect of lacking relationships in boys and men which are much more volatile than women (who hardly suffer the same). Shannon is practically a messiah for giving disadvantaged or unsocialized males a chance for serious social improvement. A reciprocated loving relationship can vibrantly boost a man's aura into a brilliant full-bodied glow of which few things compare, I read.
There's a country girl in a hardware store that made an attempt to flirt with me, might go after that. She has good noble features, if face reading is a thing - which it is.
