Day 4
7 loops Trickling Stream FLAC through headphones overnight
I love this sub. I love how confident, how IDGAF, how goddamn sexy it makes me. I went out with my girlfriend for dinner and the waitress was so nervous, she could barely look me in the eye. She was pretty hot too. To make a 9/10 nervous around you is damn impressive. It was like she knew she was attracted but knew she couldn't display it in front of my girl so she was very nervous and sure to not make eye contact with me - however, the few times we did make eye contact she got nervous and stammered.
I saw it said a few times in Shannon's Journal Discussion and I think it makes sense - 3.1 was resisted the shit out of by me. v1 isn't. Not saying that v1 is better, but there's clearly something in v3.1 that makes me resist. I'm guessing it's the NSFM and autopilot modules which make me resist out of guilt of cheating on my girlfriend. If 3.2 still has the NSFM/autopilot modules in, I'm predicting 3.2 will be even more difficult for me to run because I'm going to resist the shit out of it. I guess we'll find out.
I made eye contact with a blonde girl working at a bar and I looked directly into her left eye, without fear, and I felt THAT CONNECTION which I've been missing since v1. It wasn't quite the bubble, but it was the beginnings of it, and it gives me hope that I can achieve it again.
Still no really heavy aura or fire breathing though. Either that part isn't executing for me yet, or it's executing but my body is used to it now. Which would imply that v1 didn't have a stronger aura, it just seemed stronger because it was my first time experiencing it.
7 loops Trickling Stream FLAC through headphones overnight
I love this sub. I love how confident, how IDGAF, how goddamn sexy it makes me. I went out with my girlfriend for dinner and the waitress was so nervous, she could barely look me in the eye. She was pretty hot too. To make a 9/10 nervous around you is damn impressive. It was like she knew she was attracted but knew she couldn't display it in front of my girl so she was very nervous and sure to not make eye contact with me - however, the few times we did make eye contact she got nervous and stammered.
I saw it said a few times in Shannon's Journal Discussion and I think it makes sense - 3.1 was resisted the shit out of by me. v1 isn't. Not saying that v1 is better, but there's clearly something in v3.1 that makes me resist. I'm guessing it's the NSFM and autopilot modules which make me resist out of guilt of cheating on my girlfriend. If 3.2 still has the NSFM/autopilot modules in, I'm predicting 3.2 will be even more difficult for me to run because I'm going to resist the shit out of it. I guess we'll find out.
I made eye contact with a blonde girl working at a bar and I looked directly into her left eye, without fear, and I felt THAT CONNECTION which I've been missing since v1. It wasn't quite the bubble, but it was the beginnings of it, and it gives me hope that I can achieve it again.
Still no really heavy aura or fire breathing though. Either that part isn't executing for me yet, or it's executing but my body is used to it now. Which would imply that v1 didn't have a stronger aura, it just seemed stronger because it was my first time experiencing it.
