10-12-2017, 07:19 AM
Actual UD might do something, though i am not sure where things are going.
What i named a "calm down" somehow develop right now into something i could best describe as being isolated from my own emotions. Like they have been shut down in some way as well. Right now i run on rather low energy (not exhausted) feeling a bit like just doing daily routine without to much connection with what is going on around me. Also will and motivation for activities suffered in some way.
I bet you can call the mood somehow casual or indifferent.
My sleep is no more about 8-9 hours (which would suit well 6 loops) but went back to my usual pattern before using subs - which is something around 6 hours. So i have to adjust myself to that, instead of being awake 2 hours to early in the morning.
Actual i have not really any dream recall after awakening, which i don´t like - i wanted to journal them as well.
I switched back from Hybrid to US by yesterday - i can´t really name it but hybrid gave me somehow the impression of being aggressive.
Sometimes thoughts seem to stick to past life events (which i identified for having harmed me). Anyway, that popped up on ASC; not sure if there is some overlapping like ASC still running after finishing it.
But also possible UD is digging around
This all feels a bit like doing pioneering work as UD isn´t that big on the board yet. So exchange is welcome to me
What i named a "calm down" somehow develop right now into something i could best describe as being isolated from my own emotions. Like they have been shut down in some way as well. Right now i run on rather low energy (not exhausted) feeling a bit like just doing daily routine without to much connection with what is going on around me. Also will and motivation for activities suffered in some way.
I bet you can call the mood somehow casual or indifferent.
My sleep is no more about 8-9 hours (which would suit well 6 loops) but went back to my usual pattern before using subs - which is something around 6 hours. So i have to adjust myself to that, instead of being awake 2 hours to early in the morning.
Actual i have not really any dream recall after awakening, which i don´t like - i wanted to journal them as well.
I switched back from Hybrid to US by yesterday - i can´t really name it but hybrid gave me somehow the impression of being aggressive.
Sometimes thoughts seem to stick to past life events (which i identified for having harmed me). Anyway, that popped up on ASC; not sure if there is some overlapping like ASC still running after finishing it.
But also possible UD is digging around
This all feels a bit like doing pioneering work as UD isn´t that big on the board yet. So exchange is welcome to me
