10-06-2017, 02:38 PM
It’s been a while. Been having heavy resistance lately. and yah its regarding that ex. I thought i was already done with her but anger seemed to flare up as things that she did crept into my mind and it was being discussed by my workmates too. Her cheating on me has definitely damaged me as a person. But i know i’ll get over this in time. memories flashed in my mind as i’ve heard news that she’s going back in our country together with the guy she dumped me for. He’s a married guy with two kids. i’m filled with hatred towards her. but somhow wish that she would do the right thing. i dont care about her coming back to me, but the desire that she would do the right thing is of utmost importance to me.
On other news, dominance has been consistent with regards to my dealings with other people. I even tell doctors straight up if they fucked up with certain things as well as put them on their places if they seem to try to tAke advantage of me and my team. so far, i haven’t encountered any problem yet with regards to me being dominant. Haven’t seen any signs of aggression from others, only sheer respect. And I like it. They all know when i mean business.
I have been soaking my mind with some alpha male examples like characters from GoT as well as Christian of Fifty Shades. I just love how he maintains the sexual tension. He also has that strong dominant vibe, presence and laser-like eye contact. Reminds me of myself wayback when I was running AM5.0 in 2013. Although I haven’t read the book, I already embodied the character’s traits. That’s why my old ex would always attribute me to Christian’s character. Somehow It all faded to oblivion. But now i know I shall have it back.
@ Voytek, am doing Alpha 6.0 now man. 4 days more to go til Stage 3 and I’m really excited now because things seem to be picking up speed
On other news, dominance has been consistent with regards to my dealings with other people. I even tell doctors straight up if they fucked up with certain things as well as put them on their places if they seem to try to tAke advantage of me and my team. so far, i haven’t encountered any problem yet with regards to me being dominant. Haven’t seen any signs of aggression from others, only sheer respect. And I like it. They all know when i mean business.
I have been soaking my mind with some alpha male examples like characters from GoT as well as Christian of Fifty Shades. I just love how he maintains the sexual tension. He also has that strong dominant vibe, presence and laser-like eye contact. Reminds me of myself wayback when I was running AM5.0 in 2013. Although I haven’t read the book, I already embodied the character’s traits. That’s why my old ex would always attribute me to Christian’s character. Somehow It all faded to oblivion. But now i know I shall have it back.
@ Voytek, am doing Alpha 6.0 now man. 4 days more to go til Stage 3 and I’m really excited now because things seem to be picking up speed
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