09-28-2017, 09:47 AM
Day 16 - 19
Been super busy the last few days and away from my computer.
So observations over the last 4 days:
Overall I'm really liking stage 1. I think it must be OGSF or something but I am truly feeling solid on the inside. Although I can't say I think overly negatively, nor that I don't have any negative thoughts... I am generally a lot more present and unreactive... which has lead me to feeling more positive... although not in any artificial, forced, or over-the-top way. It just is, if that makes any sense.
Had some nice interactions with a woman, at a training day, who has recently just had a child. She's definitely a MILF. The conversations were fairly professional, mixed with some humour. There was another guy who was in our group and he was trying to really engage her. Interesting point, she was talking with him and when she mentioned that her husband was away she turned towards me (I wasn't in the conversation just sitting to the side). She did this twice. There were no logistics, nor any real way of taking it forward... not that I particularly would but there was definitely some decent attraction there.
Having a number of situations where girls are showing me signs, such as bending over and showing me cleavage, and standing close to me displaying their ass. I can only imagine what this will be like later in AM 6 or even during DMSI, wow.
Overall, I'm becoming much more aware of these sexual signs from females, and find myself honing in on them regularly.
Overall, although I feel like I physically look tired, I feel like my aura is becoming very solid which trumps the physical side. I'm interested in where this will lead me to.
It's been a while since I've been very direct with females (in a 'serious' let's do this way) but I feel like it's coming.
Also I'm reading The Rational Male.. damn good ideas.
Been super busy the last few days and away from my computer.
So observations over the last 4 days:
Overall I'm really liking stage 1. I think it must be OGSF or something but I am truly feeling solid on the inside. Although I can't say I think overly negatively, nor that I don't have any negative thoughts... I am generally a lot more present and unreactive... which has lead me to feeling more positive... although not in any artificial, forced, or over-the-top way. It just is, if that makes any sense.
Had some nice interactions with a woman, at a training day, who has recently just had a child. She's definitely a MILF. The conversations were fairly professional, mixed with some humour. There was another guy who was in our group and he was trying to really engage her. Interesting point, she was talking with him and when she mentioned that her husband was away she turned towards me (I wasn't in the conversation just sitting to the side). She did this twice. There were no logistics, nor any real way of taking it forward... not that I particularly would but there was definitely some decent attraction there.
Having a number of situations where girls are showing me signs, such as bending over and showing me cleavage, and standing close to me displaying their ass. I can only imagine what this will be like later in AM 6 or even during DMSI, wow.
Overall, I'm becoming much more aware of these sexual signs from females, and find myself honing in on them regularly.
Overall, although I feel like I physically look tired, I feel like my aura is becoming very solid which trumps the physical side. I'm interested in where this will lead me to.
It's been a while since I've been very direct with females (in a 'serious' let's do this way) but I feel like it's coming.
Also I'm reading The Rational Male.. damn good ideas.
