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New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-09-2017
Hi,
After reading through plenty of User journals and testimonials I decided to take the plunge and invest in Alpha Male 6.0 5G.
I like the idea of keeping a journal to measure progress, share with the community, hear your thoughts and ultimately focus my reflections and keep myself accountable.
Hopefully I'll contribute consistently, still to be fair taking on the AM program is a fair big commitment in itself... somewhat financially but in terms of putting in the time (6 months+).
I've started AM 6 stage 1 today and I'll list my goals that I hope the program will help with.
Firstly my audio setup is 2 UE Boom 2's paired for stereo, playing from Samsung VLC player. I'll use this for Ultrasonic at night. The UE's meet the specs required and I've calibrated them to around -40Db at source.
I also have a lossless MP3 player with HiFi headphones for when I'm not sleeping and want to get some proper ear time in.
Anyhow, my goals for this program:
Rekindle my social life. About 2 years ago I had a very vibrant social life but for various reasons most of my core friends have left the area or gotten into relationships. Also I've found myself becoming more and more isolated. I generally find it easy to shoot the shit with other people but I've found myself caring less and making less of an effort over the last year.
Not escaping with alcohol when socialising. I live in a place where drinking and socialising is very much joined at the hip. When I do go out, I socialise fine at the start of the night but quickly find myself just drinking too much and getting drunk just for the hell of it.. then just going off and doing my own thing. (I'm thinking this is just me escaping in someway). Definitely not the way of the Alpha.
I'm a fairly confident person, I've done plenty of cold approaches, day game etc although I find that although I have no problem speaking my mind, I do find myself not caring much about others or not really wanting to connect with them. I'd like to think this is more a projection of my self image than anything. Another core goal of AM.. also I like the forgiveness, and warmth goal.
Although I can be as cool as a cucumber most of the time, I do find that I can get somewhat hyper when I socialise (beta).. this is obviously me overcompensating.
About a year and a half ago I had 3 FWB (2 from social circle, 1 cold approach). Even though it was fun I found myself really not caring when they fizzled out and not motivated to go create some more. So hoping AM will help get me off my ass and back into the hustle.
All-in-all I've been in somewhat of an apathetic rut for the last year and although I know AM needs me to take action (spark) I'm hoping that it will help provide the fuel/oxygen to get this fire blazing again.
That being said, good to meet you.
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - XyzN - 09-09-2017
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RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-11-2017
Day 2.5
Being the weekend I managed to get some quality listening time in. Mostly US. I would say yesterday I easily managed the 21 hours upper limit with around 2 hours with earphones.
Points of note:
Had a generally nice inner positive vibe throughout the day yesterday (subtle but a light inner buzz around my shoulders). Could be just the excitement of going through this program. Regardless it was welcome.
Felt quite on point at work (banter was direct and confident) although did have some flashes of irritability although thought I managed them quite well (assertiveness & humour).
Just met a girl I know (8/10) who I have never met outside of pub/night out. She knows I'm somewhat interested in her, as in I'd hook up with her.. but I think I've been friendzoned a while back. We had a few minutes banter although I just let it flow and it definitely lacked anything really playful.. bordering on interview, too polite... boring conversation. Still it was 'nice' .. and she cut it somewhat short. I think a big ioi is a girl who likes you will generally find an excuse to stay in conversation with you... so not much joy there.
What I'm wondering is... is there any manifestation script in stage 1 or was it just totally random?
Spotted another hottie in and around the shops. Always nice to appreciate beauty in motion. I didn't approach her although I think she may have seen me talking with my friend.. so always good to show some pre-selection.
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-12-2017
Day 3.5
Well an interesting day at work. I really felt in the zone, found myself acting quite confident, more than usual... or at least more consistently than usual. It's quite interesting that although I haven't noticed anything explicit happening while listening to the subs... I'm noticing these very subtle and somewhat pronounced shifts in my behaviour. Today was me on a good day, in the flow, present, quick (but calm) responses... more witty (sharp) than I've been in a while. Early days but still, if this is after 3.5 days..bring it on.
Was at the shop after work and bumped into a girl who I have never met outside of her work. She's a hired gun at a local club. We had arranged to go on a date ages ago (that never happened). To be honest she's fairly good looking but still not really my cup of tea. Still 2 girls in 2 days... the evidence is starting to build up for manifestation in Stage 1.
Has anyone had a similar experience?
Also currently listening to this on my new Cowin E-7 bluetooth headphones that arrived today. This is the 1st pair of headphones I've bought (to work with AM). Damn.. what a sound! Only downside is I don't think I should wear them while driving.
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-13-2017
Day 4.5.
Not much to report.
UE Boom app must have crashed last night so not sure how much time I got in... assuming less so tried to make up for it today.
Reasonable day.. nothing major. Had a couple of girls check me out throughout the day.
Started reading the 'required texts'.
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - Determined - 09-14-2017
(09-13-2017, 09:15 AM)X88B88 Wrote: Day 4.5.
Not much to report.
UE Boom app must have crashed last night so not sure how much time I got in... assuming less so tried to make up for it today.
Reasonable day.. nothing major. Had a couple of girls check me out throughout the day.
Started reading the 'required texts'.
It's best to read them at least 3 times through esp the Alpha Male book. As Shannon says, using the sub is like building a house. Reading the required texts front loads the mind with all the necessary building blocks. It'll make the process a lot faster for you and allow ways of thinking to shift which wouldn't necessarily happen just with the sub alone. Reading three times allows you to extract maximum value.
Good luck
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-14-2017
Day 5.5
Today, I was feeling all round great. It's strange because it's so subtle (natrualiser?). Still I was feeling very positive, and more confident than usual. I'm more chill but I know my presence is solid, with my movements, eye contact and vibe. This is definitely having somewhat of an impact on the people I interact with.. at least my perception of it.
Small example. Was driving home just there and there was this super hot girl in a car ahead waiting for the light to go green. We locked eyes and both held the gaze. Normally I would feel a very strong spike in adrenaline however this time there was a little spike although it felt much more positive and the gaze we held felt smooth and natural.
I'm convinced this has to be mostly the sub running because I can be a stubborn mofo at the best of times.
Very much looking forward to where this journey is heading.
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-14-2017
Can anyone chime in on this (very slight) intermittent series of beeps on the ocean wave masked sub?
Don't have a prob with it... just curious.
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-15-2017
Day 6.
Pretty regular day today.
Biggest observation was when I walked through town. Definitely noticed a shift in my walk...I usually tend to walk quite quickly, today I was walking with some relaxed presence. Also my gaze was more sweeping and comfortable (from reading other posts I think this falls into the 'not being affected by external stimuli, I've been noticing that this is a regular experience over the last few days).
Also noticed a lot more girls giving me looks... no deer in the headlights or anything but more curious than usual.
Tonight, a night out.
Happy Friday!
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-15-2017
I love the way when you hit that loop where you start to feel the good vibes flowing....ready to grab the world by the balls.
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - X88B88 - 09-16-2017
Day 7.
1 week in and I must say I am surprised (in a good way) at how the sub is affecting me at this early stage.
Was out in town last night and here are my observations.
Was meant to meet a friend but he flaked so went out alone. Completely unaffected but not something I haven't done before.
I went into the 1st pub and there was a stunner and her average friend. There was guys all around but no one was approaching. I went straight up and had a very nice interaction. Confidence levels very high, flirting and humour definitely a noticeable difference. I tried to include and connect with both and to be fair it was going super well and the hottie was responding very nicely, she was well up for continuing the night and bouncing to a club.. but her friend ended up getting a headache (she did seem a little off after a bit). They were tourists and travelling together so they left together. Still is was a solid interaction. Felt more in the moment, penetrating, dominant.
I had a few more solid interactions which were generally confident, charming and playful.
Here's to week 2 for hopefully more this sauce!
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - Kol - 09-16-2017
Loving your updates. Makes me somewhat want to run a 3rd AM6 run. Inspiring journal.
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - SexyMofo - 09-16-2017
Hey Kol! Go for it man!
RE: New User AM v6.0 5G - Kol - 09-17-2017
Im still sticking to DMSi @SexyMofo, Am6 is gaining in interest, I might run it again in the near time. something tells me that this run will impact way beyond any run I had previously due DMSI clearing of A.