09-25-2017, 03:49 AM
So the last two nights I've been having some scary dreams. Nothing original lol, just zombies and other freaky stuff. Most definitely a manifestation of the fear I'm clearing. It's not super significant but scary dreams two nights in a row is very out of the ordinary for me. The only issue is major sleep disruption. You know those dreams where it's so terrifying you wake up in the morning feeling like your body hasn't rested? Yeah those.
Will see what happens tonight. So far I think the lower volume has hit me at a much deeper level and as a result the fear is stronger. Almost don't want to go to sleep tonight, that's how unpleasant some of these dreams were. I can't describe it but it's like they were scary and real, more real feeling than other dreams.
Another really weird thing. I have this memory in my head of going to some college building and parking somewhere to go in and take a test. I legitimately thought I did this in my life, but I don't think I did. It's just a memory. I think I might be having some kind of reality spill over.
Will see what happens tonight. So far I think the lower volume has hit me at a much deeper level and as a result the fear is stronger. Almost don't want to go to sleep tonight, that's how unpleasant some of these dreams were. I can't describe it but it's like they were scary and real, more real feeling than other dreams.
Another really weird thing. I have this memory in my head of going to some college building and parking somewhere to go in and take a test. I legitimately thought I did this in my life, but I don't think I did. It's just a memory. I think I might be having some kind of reality spill over.
INFP
