So tonight I'm going to experiment with just running the masked version instead of hybrid. I think 4 loops is good for now so I'm going to keep that. Also leaving it at 4 to minimize variables, it's hard enough keeping track of what works when everything can be so damn subjective.
I think maybe 4 loops gives me plenty of input to execute, but maybe the hybrid track is too forceful so there's a backlog that develops when it triggers resistance. All of this is just a hunch really, but I'm gonna go with it. Right now I can feel myself execute, then sort of freeze up, then execute, freeze up, and so on. What I'm looking for is smooth consistent execution.
I think my obsession with more power when it comes to DMSI is actually based in insecurity and I'm messing with my own results. Basically my all or nothing mentality pushes me to take on the most difficult challenge and grit my teeth and fight through it instead of finding a more comfortable way. The whole no pain no gain nonsense that I guess I've internalized. So from now on I'm going to try to approach this from a smarter perspective instead of hammering my subconscious
I think maybe 4 loops gives me plenty of input to execute, but maybe the hybrid track is too forceful so there's a backlog that develops when it triggers resistance. All of this is just a hunch really, but I'm gonna go with it. Right now I can feel myself execute, then sort of freeze up, then execute, freeze up, and so on. What I'm looking for is smooth consistent execution.
I think my obsession with more power when it comes to DMSI is actually based in insecurity and I'm messing with my own results. Basically my all or nothing mentality pushes me to take on the most difficult challenge and grit my teeth and fight through it instead of finding a more comfortable way. The whole no pain no gain nonsense that I guess I've internalized. So from now on I'm going to try to approach this from a smarter perspective instead of hammering my subconscious
INFP
