09-21-2017, 12:57 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-21-2017, 12:59 AM by dissonance.)
I'm actually stoked now in finding a girl who seems to be a type that might like taking my virginity, and blessing her with that opportunity ;D. I'm going to meet up with this girl whos 20 (I'm 26) and see if that goes anywhere. If it does, it'll be fun and interesting losing my virginity to a 20-year old who I really like and who really likes me. 
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Before DMSI, this sort of situation would have been unthinkable because of some insecure ego thing inside me saying like "a girl whos 6 years younger than me who supposedly should have much less life experience than you is going to take my virginity, how sad am i?" Now though, my mindset has completely changed to "oh god this cute ass girl whos at that age where she's ripe as fuck and just reaching her hot as hell stages of her life is going to defile my body and shes going to enjoy it because she'll think it's endearing that i've saved my virginity for this long and am choosing to allow her to be the one to take it, and im going to enjoy it, thank you DMSI."
. Before DMSI, this sort of situation would have been unthinkable because of some insecure ego thing inside me saying like "a girl whos 6 years younger than me who supposedly should have much less life experience than you is going to take my virginity, how sad am i?" Now though, my mindset has completely changed to "oh god this cute ass girl whos at that age where she's ripe as fuck and just reaching her hot as hell stages of her life is going to defile my body and shes going to enjoy it because she'll think it's endearing that i've saved my virginity for this long and am choosing to allow her to be the one to take it, and im going to enjoy it, thank you DMSI."
