01-31-2012, 10:13 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-31-2012, 10:17 AM by RainbowAbyss.)
No, I get it, I think what your saying it dope, like awesome,
and I already feel the indifference setting in. Its just that on one hand its great to not care and it is only our subjective experience and how we enjoy life that matters at the end of the day. But I am obsessed with capacity right now, or attraction capacity more specifically. Maybe as the indifference solidifies the capacity will increase with it. But I want to be capable of moving things forward with those boobies and butts
or at least see doors opening and it has been feeling like the opposite of that the past week or so. Its like for the last few years I hear these success stories and what is possible with Brent Smith and Cory Sky and Zan etc, even Ryan and Cortez have a lot of that going on..and I get glimpses of it in my own life at times, at times I see it in some of my friends and close acquaintances. My goal of this set was to realize what is possible with success with woman...actually I'll right more about the details of what this means to me later..as I think that is important but I have got to run to work.
In either case today I'm feeling better-I just watched Iron Man two and I think the escape into superhero land did me some good-I'm feeling ready to be/face/deal with whatever is going on in my own life and self much more strongly now.
Its not I would prefer more intimacy and sex in my life..its like Zan says in that talk I posted..we want we wanted when we were little boys..we want to prove this to ourselves.
and I already feel the indifference setting in. Its just that on one hand its great to not care and it is only our subjective experience and how we enjoy life that matters at the end of the day. But I am obsessed with capacity right now, or attraction capacity more specifically. Maybe as the indifference solidifies the capacity will increase with it. But I want to be capable of moving things forward with those boobies and butts
or at least see doors opening and it has been feeling like the opposite of that the past week or so. Its like for the last few years I hear these success stories and what is possible with Brent Smith and Cory Sky and Zan etc, even Ryan and Cortez have a lot of that going on..and I get glimpses of it in my own life at times, at times I see it in some of my friends and close acquaintances. My goal of this set was to realize what is possible with success with woman...actually I'll right more about the details of what this means to me later..as I think that is important but I have got to run to work. In either case today I'm feeling better-I just watched Iron Man two and I think the escape into superhero land did me some good-I'm feeling ready to be/face/deal with whatever is going on in my own life and self much more strongly now.
Its not I would prefer more intimacy and sex in my life..its like Zan says in that talk I posted..we want we wanted when we were little boys..we want to prove this to ourselves.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
