In this for the healing DMSI v3.1 A

[mat422]

In a seriously depressed mood right now. DMSI is kicking up some stuff that's really painful. And when I mean painful, I don't mean like a bad breakup or something. It's tackling this feeling that's chased me for most of my life. It's this emptiness I feel inside of me. I've had it for most of my life and I've just been doing my best to keep moving forward. But nothings really working. No matter what happens externally, it doesn't have an impact on my internal state.

I guess you could say I'm being backed into a corner here as I slowly realize what needs to be addressed and healed urgently. Even after getting this new job I feel the same as I always did. Something's wrong, I don't know what but I just don't feel good.