Will do RT. I'll share something that's coming up, as it's on my mind.
I live in south Florida--about 200 miles north of Miami, and I'm planning on staying with my mom, mostly out of wishing to be a "responsible son" with the approaching hurricane, that being my own creation.
I just spoke with her on the phone about me coming down to her place to do shopping pre-storm. I feel bad after speaking with her since I do NOT want to listen to this fear, that fear, this person's weakness..... it pisses me off since I wish to tell her. She acts helpless and constantly belittles people helping themselves.
It just is getting under my skin. I'VE played helpless. Noone joined. I sat in my misery until I asked for help for this, and seeing as she's still spinning this wheel it bothers me.
I will write later. My mom's an day to day active alcoholic. I'm going to have to set some doable boundaries for myself, and for her.
I live in south Florida--about 200 miles north of Miami, and I'm planning on staying with my mom, mostly out of wishing to be a "responsible son" with the approaching hurricane, that being my own creation.
I just spoke with her on the phone about me coming down to her place to do shopping pre-storm. I feel bad after speaking with her since I do NOT want to listen to this fear, that fear, this person's weakness..... it pisses me off since I wish to tell her. She acts helpless and constantly belittles people helping themselves.
It just is getting under my skin. I'VE played helpless. Noone joined. I sat in my misery until I asked for help for this, and seeing as she's still spinning this wheel it bothers me.
I will write later. My mom's an day to day active alcoholic. I'm going to have to set some doable boundaries for myself, and for her.
I want to be FREE!
