Childhood feelings with women: seeking possible solutions

[findingme]

Awe man! I thought I might get laid first!

(said in a mock disappointment)

Daredevil,

That was humor :-).

I've been digging for years, literally. I'm 46 now. I was in my first meeting when I was 21. I do believe your intent; I'm trying to find some life in my own self-stinginess; thus, the humor.