09-02-2017, 06:53 AM
(09-02-2017, 06:06 AM)SexyMofo Wrote: Woke up feeling depressed. It took a few more minutes for tears to fall. This is probably the darkest part of my subliminal run. I haven't cried this way in my previous Alpha runs. Feeling regrets about some of my life choices and of my life in general. I feel a lot mixed up feelings that have long been suppressed generally want to surface. It makes me want to seek for help from higher consciousness... I feel disconnected from the source for a long long time.
I have cried twice during my 3rd Am6 re-run and have had many days where I've been so depressed I've basically just been putting myhead on a table and trying to get the tears to flow for hours upon hours. Good luck, man. I am hoping that once I finish this I'll be stronger and happier than ever before.
Like snowfall, you cry a silent storm
Your tears paint rivers on this oaken wall. . .
-- Agalloch, The Mantle
Your tears paint rivers on this oaken wall. . .
-- Agalloch, The Mantle
