08-30-2017, 11:17 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-30-2017, 11:18 AM by dissonance.)
Last night I couldn't sleep cuz I was thinking and even fantasizing about what it would be like to get into a relationship or FWB situation with SH from the app, thinking what I'd say when I meet her, picturing us in different situations and conversations, etc. This morning I was thinking about it even more too, feeling great and awesome. When I started listening to my DMSI 3.1a loops, I started feeling a bit uncomfortable or moody or anxious or something I can't put my finger on.
After thinking about it, I'm hypothesizing that it might be DMSI making me reverse my somewhat intense emotional investment in SH that occurred yesterday night and this morning, sort of like maybe preventing one-itis, or emotionally investing too hastily? I don't know. But once I accepted the notion of not really "caring" about her as much, and started getting my mind off her and thinking/doing other things, I started to feel more comfortable.
After thinking about it, I'm hypothesizing that it might be DMSI making me reverse my somewhat intense emotional investment in SH that occurred yesterday night and this morning, sort of like maybe preventing one-itis, or emotionally investing too hastily? I don't know. But once I accepted the notion of not really "caring" about her as much, and started getting my mind off her and thinking/doing other things, I started to feel more comfortable.
