Day 29
Been sick for a good while now with something that just doesn't seem to want to leave me, so definitely not at full mental capacity. The h/c has been surprisingly strong, meaning that I've been dealing with a lot of crap, but difficult to say if that's more due to MLS or bring sick. DMSI-like effects I cannot estimate at all.
I got a promotion at work, with excellent feedback for my previous work. This means that I'll now have a time period where learning becomes critical - so time to shine MLS! Very nice timing.
It could be that some things feel.. simpler, or that I sort of just see the shape or pattern of it instead of the whole mess and viewed like that it seems surprisingly clear. But, to be honest, I think its way too easy to be affected by placebo here. My goal for tge next time period is to learn what I can and need to regarding work at maximum speed, regardless of how much the sub amplifies this speed. I do feel good and enthusiastic about learning, and am reading a book I would otherwise not read - and I like it.
I'm reading about Inner bonding as a side quest if mine. Still thinking about Open focus constantly. Actually concentrating on inner bonding is time away from doing that on Open focus, so they're competing, but I do feel that they complement each other. OF takes away all tension in the body and makes you open which tends to bring about joy. But if that tension arises all the time due to unaddressed (internal) emotional needs, then IB will mist likely help a lot. But IB will likely be much easier to do once the "noise" of all that tension had been reduced. Plus, if an emotional issue is encountered, then going into OF is what allows the emotional charge to spread out and dissipate in tge same way than for physical pain and chronic tension. Its funny how I'll usually have to blink and swallow a lot once I return back to the real work from being in OF, because I haven't been using my body at all for a good while.
Oh, and another thing: I'm somewhat convinced that Sleep phones ain't no good for me. They filter the sound heavily, and I'm especially not convinced the US track getting through properly on the hybrid track. Even though Frequensee does show some output.It just sounds like its only mids and no highs.So I'm trying to learn how to sleep with normal Sennheiser in-ears. I ordered a set of sporty in-ears that are very flat aginst my head, but they are still quite uncomfortable when sleeping on my side.
Been sick for a good while now with something that just doesn't seem to want to leave me, so definitely not at full mental capacity. The h/c has been surprisingly strong, meaning that I've been dealing with a lot of crap, but difficult to say if that's more due to MLS or bring sick. DMSI-like effects I cannot estimate at all.
I got a promotion at work, with excellent feedback for my previous work. This means that I'll now have a time period where learning becomes critical - so time to shine MLS! Very nice timing.
It could be that some things feel.. simpler, or that I sort of just see the shape or pattern of it instead of the whole mess and viewed like that it seems surprisingly clear. But, to be honest, I think its way too easy to be affected by placebo here. My goal for tge next time period is to learn what I can and need to regarding work at maximum speed, regardless of how much the sub amplifies this speed. I do feel good and enthusiastic about learning, and am reading a book I would otherwise not read - and I like it.
I'm reading about Inner bonding as a side quest if mine. Still thinking about Open focus constantly. Actually concentrating on inner bonding is time away from doing that on Open focus, so they're competing, but I do feel that they complement each other. OF takes away all tension in the body and makes you open which tends to bring about joy. But if that tension arises all the time due to unaddressed (internal) emotional needs, then IB will mist likely help a lot. But IB will likely be much easier to do once the "noise" of all that tension had been reduced. Plus, if an emotional issue is encountered, then going into OF is what allows the emotional charge to spread out and dissipate in tge same way than for physical pain and chronic tension. Its funny how I'll usually have to blink and swallow a lot once I return back to the real work from being in OF, because I haven't been using my body at all for a good while.
Oh, and another thing: I'm somewhat convinced that Sleep phones ain't no good for me. They filter the sound heavily, and I'm especially not convinced the US track getting through properly on the hybrid track. Even though Frequensee does show some output.It just sounds like its only mids and no highs.So I'm trying to learn how to sleep with normal Sennheiser in-ears. I ordered a set of sporty in-ears that are very flat aginst my head, but they are still quite uncomfortable when sleeping on my side.
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
