I just noticed now that these past few days, some of my colleagues have been testing me in terms of being reactive. Some resort to trying to startle me but no they don't receive any reaction from me or whatsoever. I also remember that during Stage 1 even in the previous runs this particular type of shit testing happens. Somehow they are amazed at how calm I can be despite doing all of those stunts just to get a reaction from me. hahaha
My recent Ex started talking to me today as I was on duty. She seemed quite talkative and all. Like she was trying to establish some sort of relationship again. Anyway whatever. IDGAF is definitely becoming more prominent. She kept pestering me like digging into my pockets, trying to get a hold of my phone(?) and other things. She kept on telling me that I had a more suave masculine stride in my walk which she thought was kinda cool. Maybe she's becoming seduced by the changes that she noticed recently.
There were more eye contact from females today. It started a few days ago and it has been increasing as each day passed. Today, old ladies, middle aged ladies, young ladies, young girls seem to lock in on me. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you guys, I have been practicing mirror affirmations. Most probably its partly the fruit of my labor doing 'em mirror affirmations.
And oooh yeah, been irritable with bullshit and disprespect recently. I called out the shit out of a colleague playing dumb shit with me. I was pretty straight forward and no sugar coating was done. Served things up blunt and raw. It's up to him to digest it.
My recent Ex started talking to me today as I was on duty. She seemed quite talkative and all. Like she was trying to establish some sort of relationship again. Anyway whatever. IDGAF is definitely becoming more prominent. She kept pestering me like digging into my pockets, trying to get a hold of my phone(?) and other things. She kept on telling me that I had a more suave masculine stride in my walk which she thought was kinda cool. Maybe she's becoming seduced by the changes that she noticed recently.
There were more eye contact from females today. It started a few days ago and it has been increasing as each day passed. Today, old ladies, middle aged ladies, young ladies, young girls seem to lock in on me. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you guys, I have been practicing mirror affirmations. Most probably its partly the fruit of my labor doing 'em mirror affirmations.
And oooh yeah, been irritable with bullshit and disprespect recently. I called out the shit out of a colleague playing dumb shit with me. I was pretty straight forward and no sugar coating was done. Served things up blunt and raw. It's up to him to digest it.
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