08-18-2017, 05:22 PM
Quote:Def gonna give it a watch when I get the chance. Thanks Ben.
All good, it seems you're realizing some of the same things, so if you want to chat about it at some stage or want to bounce something off me let me know.
Quote:So I met up with the girl I've been chatting with. She messaged me today asking if I felt like meeting up in person. Prior to DMSI I wouldn't have even thought about doing that. I'm dead serious, I was that afraid of women. Our banter was flirty and light, I felt some sexual tension between us. But I don't think I'm there yet or I'm still afraid of something. But as far as results go this is a huge step for me. It kind of made me realize just how avoidant I've been in the past and the excuses I made. Also made me realize I need to get out more and get away from my music from time to time. After hanging out with her I came home and thought up some great musical ideas I'm gonna work on. My life is definitely heading in a different direction and I like it.
Very cool! Especially her asking you out. Even if there was still some fear, it's a big step and the start of something new.
