08-18-2017, 06:32 AM
I just so happened to think about the amount of time I've invested with subliminals thus far. I used E2 for 7 months. I've been on DMSI for almost 10 months (since october).
I honestly feel that between using what was THE healing subliminal when it was released as well as sticking with healing versions of DMSI all this time (never ran 2.5, only 2.4), that I should be completely past whatever emotional garbage I had concerning girls, relationship dynamics, etc.
The only notable occurrences during this time period were the end of my E2 run, when it seemed like girls would approach me and talk (but not hitting on me). The first month of DMSI when a random girl said hi or random girl would intentionally look at me to smile. Of course, at the time, I thought it was at least a pebble in the right direction, but it never really built into anything. Some worker at a mall ended up asking me my age, but personally I didn't think much of it. That's it. There hasn't really been anything concrete that's permanently improved. I am still hit with angry thoughts at random times about previous girls. I still feel like I am chained at times in this life simply because it seems to elude me how to do something as simple as attracting and retaining girls in my life. Sometimes it really gets to me. It irritates and frustrates me.
I'm starting to feel that it would be best if I put my focus elsewhere in order to grow. Considering that DMSI 3.2 likely won't be out until the end of the year, I plan on doing 3.1A for just one more month. 3 loops a day. And I guess I'll try version B since I never have. If that doesn't cut it, I will try whatever alternatives I feel would be better suited for me. At this point, I'll pay all the money I have if it means that I'll finally be able to achieve personal freedom and choice/abundance with girls. Depending on how things go, I may come back for 3.2, but hopefully everything will change before then.
I honestly feel that between using what was THE healing subliminal when it was released as well as sticking with healing versions of DMSI all this time (never ran 2.5, only 2.4), that I should be completely past whatever emotional garbage I had concerning girls, relationship dynamics, etc.
The only notable occurrences during this time period were the end of my E2 run, when it seemed like girls would approach me and talk (but not hitting on me). The first month of DMSI when a random girl said hi or random girl would intentionally look at me to smile. Of course, at the time, I thought it was at least a pebble in the right direction, but it never really built into anything. Some worker at a mall ended up asking me my age, but personally I didn't think much of it. That's it. There hasn't really been anything concrete that's permanently improved. I am still hit with angry thoughts at random times about previous girls. I still feel like I am chained at times in this life simply because it seems to elude me how to do something as simple as attracting and retaining girls in my life. Sometimes it really gets to me. It irritates and frustrates me.
I'm starting to feel that it would be best if I put my focus elsewhere in order to grow. Considering that DMSI 3.2 likely won't be out until the end of the year, I plan on doing 3.1A for just one more month. 3 loops a day. And I guess I'll try version B since I never have. If that doesn't cut it, I will try whatever alternatives I feel would be better suited for me. At this point, I'll pay all the money I have if it means that I'll finally be able to achieve personal freedom and choice/abundance with girls. Depending on how things go, I may come back for 3.2, but hopefully everything will change before then.
