Day 28
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
Focus and concentration still a little off. Feeling very lazy. It's tough to get myself motivated to even read other people's writing, let alone write my own. I'm happy just browsing bullshit on forums and watching youtube videos.
My girlfriend has taken to sniffing me more. She snuggles her head into my chest and takes long deep sniffs. Last night she told me that the breath out of my nose smells like sweet potato. I asked her if the rest of my body smells, she says yeah, it's a kind of unique scent I associate with you, it's sweet like sweet potato or carrots or something. I asked her how long I had smelled like that for, she said she wasn't sure, but I've noticed her start to sniff me more about 20 days into MLS.
She hasn't commented on my smell other than very early on during DMSI 3.1 B, but that was to tell me I smelled "different". She didn't say I smelled sweet.
So I'm thinking the sub detox, or my diet change, or a combination, has changed my smell.
This morning, she woke me up earlier than usual kissing my back and rubbing my dick, so we had morning sex, which is something we've done maybe twice before.
A detox module really really really needs to be in DMSI 3.2 IMO.
Edit: Oh yeah, and I finished reading The Great Gatsby. I found it a huge disappointment, considering all the hype about it being the great American novel. I told my girlfriend and she said she disagreed and maybe it went over my head. I asked her what she thinks went over my head, and she started talking about all the foreshadowing and the imagery of the green light and blah blah blah. His writing was just painful to me, it's like when you start writing and you're desperate for every sentence to show off how smart you are.
I told her I genuinely thought I could write a better novel, to which she laughed. But I actually felt it was true when I said it. It feels like it could be the anything is possible programming kicking in.
Which makes me think... maybe I am going through a healing/clearing phase right now.
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
Focus and concentration still a little off. Feeling very lazy. It's tough to get myself motivated to even read other people's writing, let alone write my own. I'm happy just browsing bullshit on forums and watching youtube videos.
My girlfriend has taken to sniffing me more. She snuggles her head into my chest and takes long deep sniffs. Last night she told me that the breath out of my nose smells like sweet potato. I asked her if the rest of my body smells, she says yeah, it's a kind of unique scent I associate with you, it's sweet like sweet potato or carrots or something. I asked her how long I had smelled like that for, she said she wasn't sure, but I've noticed her start to sniff me more about 20 days into MLS.
She hasn't commented on my smell other than very early on during DMSI 3.1 B, but that was to tell me I smelled "different". She didn't say I smelled sweet.
So I'm thinking the sub detox, or my diet change, or a combination, has changed my smell.
This morning, she woke me up earlier than usual kissing my back and rubbing my dick, so we had morning sex, which is something we've done maybe twice before.
A detox module really really really needs to be in DMSI 3.2 IMO.
Edit: Oh yeah, and I finished reading The Great Gatsby. I found it a huge disappointment, considering all the hype about it being the great American novel. I told my girlfriend and she said she disagreed and maybe it went over my head. I asked her what she thinks went over my head, and she started talking about all the foreshadowing and the imagery of the green light and blah blah blah. His writing was just painful to me, it's like when you start writing and you're desperate for every sentence to show off how smart you are.
I told her I genuinely thought I could write a better novel, to which she laughed. But I actually felt it was true when I said it. It feels like it could be the anything is possible programming kicking in.
Which makes me think... maybe I am going through a healing/clearing phase right now.
