Day 27
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
I'm still feeling more positive, detox is still working strong, I don't think I'm healing/clearing anything as there's no more bursts of anger. Things with my girlfriend are going really well right now.
My ability to concentrate has been a little off yesterday and so far today. I'm struggling more to read and I feel less motivated to study. Before I was filled with excitement at reading but now I'm starting to feel a little dread again, like I just can't be bothered. My short term memory has been pretty poor too. Hopefully it's temporary.
I noticed today that the detox has cleared up my nose a lot - I wasn't able to breathe through my nose as well previously because it always felt blocked so I couldn't get enough air in, but the airways feel a lot clearer now.
Also, around a week ago, I was at my parents house and my mum was randomly clearing things out in the attic. She found some of my old schoolwork and made me look through it, and there was a collection of stories about Christmas that my whole class had written when we were about 10 years old. It struck me how much more advanced my story and writing was from the other kids in the class, it was surreal. It's helped motivate me to write more because clearly it's something I had a natural aptitude for even at an early age.
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
I'm still feeling more positive, detox is still working strong, I don't think I'm healing/clearing anything as there's no more bursts of anger. Things with my girlfriend are going really well right now.
My ability to concentrate has been a little off yesterday and so far today. I'm struggling more to read and I feel less motivated to study. Before I was filled with excitement at reading but now I'm starting to feel a little dread again, like I just can't be bothered. My short term memory has been pretty poor too. Hopefully it's temporary.
I noticed today that the detox has cleared up my nose a lot - I wasn't able to breathe through my nose as well previously because it always felt blocked so I couldn't get enough air in, but the airways feel a lot clearer now.
Also, around a week ago, I was at my parents house and my mum was randomly clearing things out in the attic. She found some of my old schoolwork and made me look through it, and there was a collection of stories about Christmas that my whole class had written when we were about 10 years old. It struck me how much more advanced my story and writing was from the other kids in the class, it was surreal. It's helped motivate me to write more because clearly it's something I had a natural aptitude for even at an early age.
