Day 25
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
The sub is really starting to take off for me at this point. I'm able to fall asleep during the first loop. I still wake up when the last loop finishes, and still often need the bathroom, but it's no big deal as I can just go to the bathroom and can usually fall back asleep without issue. I think it's the detox scripting that causes it.
Having finally caught up on sleep, the effect of the sub feels more obvious. My brain feels cleaner and lighter, if that makes sense. Reading gives me much more pleasure than it did before because I can focus much better. In day to day life, I'm wittier. I feel very motivated to read, and I'm beginning to feel excited about the prospect of writing my own novel, and beginning to feel it could actually be possible, whereas previously it was something I could fantasise about but deemed deep down to be an impossible task.
Perhaps the best unexpected side effects thus far have been:
-Impulse to clean up my diet. It's not worth eating crap because when the sub detox's it out you feel like shit. Same applies to alcohol. Went to a BBQ this weekend and everybody was drinking, I didn't touch the stuff. Felt happy without it.
-Improved erection quality, likely due to detox.
-Sex is improving. I lasted longer, I think because I was better able to focus on not cumming. My girlfriend actually complimented my technique and asked where I had learned it - she hasn't complimented me during sex before.
-Happier. It's like I can see how life is more clearly, and how lucky I have it. It's like there is a light in me, and I feel like my eyes look a little brighter too. I catch myself in the mirror and think about how good looking I am (DMSI after-effects perhaps).
-More compassionate. I found myself thinking about death last night, and felt that insurmountable fear that one day I will no longer exist, I will no longer be conscious, and that once this life is over, that's the end. That got me to thinking that we're all in this universe, given the same deal, and the most important thing is to help each other through this brief moment of existence and ensure we all suffer as little pain as possible.
I guess it's making me feel more "zen", would be a good way to describe it.
It's exciting to think it's not even been one month, and that it's likely been fighting with DMSI turbulence up to this point. Each day I am looking forward to the next to see how much more I can progress with MLS.
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
The sub is really starting to take off for me at this point. I'm able to fall asleep during the first loop. I still wake up when the last loop finishes, and still often need the bathroom, but it's no big deal as I can just go to the bathroom and can usually fall back asleep without issue. I think it's the detox scripting that causes it.
Having finally caught up on sleep, the effect of the sub feels more obvious. My brain feels cleaner and lighter, if that makes sense. Reading gives me much more pleasure than it did before because I can focus much better. In day to day life, I'm wittier. I feel very motivated to read, and I'm beginning to feel excited about the prospect of writing my own novel, and beginning to feel it could actually be possible, whereas previously it was something I could fantasise about but deemed deep down to be an impossible task.
Perhaps the best unexpected side effects thus far have been:
-Impulse to clean up my diet. It's not worth eating crap because when the sub detox's it out you feel like shit. Same applies to alcohol. Went to a BBQ this weekend and everybody was drinking, I didn't touch the stuff. Felt happy without it.
-Improved erection quality, likely due to detox.
-Sex is improving. I lasted longer, I think because I was better able to focus on not cumming. My girlfriend actually complimented my technique and asked where I had learned it - she hasn't complimented me during sex before.
-Happier. It's like I can see how life is more clearly, and how lucky I have it. It's like there is a light in me, and I feel like my eyes look a little brighter too. I catch myself in the mirror and think about how good looking I am (DMSI after-effects perhaps).
-More compassionate. I found myself thinking about death last night, and felt that insurmountable fear that one day I will no longer exist, I will no longer be conscious, and that once this life is over, that's the end. That got me to thinking that we're all in this universe, given the same deal, and the most important thing is to help each other through this brief moment of existence and ensure we all suffer as little pain as possible.
I guess it's making me feel more "zen", would be a good way to describe it.
It's exciting to think it's not even been one month, and that it's likely been fighting with DMSI turbulence up to this point. Each day I am looking forward to the next to see how much more I can progress with MLS.
