08-10-2017, 10:11 AM
Gah, DMSI without a doubt has my brain twisted up in the most convoluted ways.
I was thinking about this whole healing thing and realized something. Shannon put the discomfort module in DMSI to make you uncomfortable when resisting. Well I think I've mistaken that feeling of discomfort for emotional pain that needs healing and I've been in a cycle of putting myself into a resistant state instead of following instructions. More pain and discomfort =/= more growth, but for some reason that stubborn belief will not leave my head. And since my mind found a way to generate intense discomfort I've been stuck in a loop of endless "healing". That would be my guess to what's going on in my mind at the moment. I could be completely wrong, but it seems plausible to me.
I was thinking about this whole healing thing and realized something. Shannon put the discomfort module in DMSI to make you uncomfortable when resisting. Well I think I've mistaken that feeling of discomfort for emotional pain that needs healing and I've been in a cycle of putting myself into a resistant state instead of following instructions. More pain and discomfort =/= more growth, but for some reason that stubborn belief will not leave my head. And since my mind found a way to generate intense discomfort I've been stuck in a loop of endless "healing". That would be my guess to what's going on in my mind at the moment. I could be completely wrong, but it seems plausible to me.
