08-09-2017, 10:40 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-09-2017, 10:43 AM by dissonance.)
I've noticed I'm getting these random headaches occasionally, which are apparently from DMSI resistance. Not too often though. I didn't know until now it could be DMSI resistance.
I've been healing pretty well though; my inner self is becoming more and more truly ok with the idea of going out and being active in trying to get laid, meeting people etc. Also, I'm a lot less worried about my penis size, and realized that that insecurity is probably the #1 thing that held me down and fucked my self confidence. I never took action and sort of avoided chances to have sex now that I think of it, several chances to have sex in high school where girls offered themselves to me basically on a silver platter pretty blatantly, but I didn't reciprocate.
Now that I think about it, the biggest thing that I was scared about was being naked and revealing my dick, which is average sized according to measurement, but from the looks it looks like 4 inches to my eyes for some reason (probably because seeing huge dongs all the time when I used to be a porn addict). I didn't realize it till recently, but that was the biggest thign that held me back.
I had no idea penis size insecurity could be THAT detrimental to self-confidence, but I'm glad I realized it. Hopefully DMSI continues healing at this awesome rate so that I can finally slide my hard, aching cock into a tight warm dripping wet pussy. And finally have some emotional intimacy.
I've been healing pretty well though; my inner self is becoming more and more truly ok with the idea of going out and being active in trying to get laid, meeting people etc. Also, I'm a lot less worried about my penis size, and realized that that insecurity is probably the #1 thing that held me down and fucked my self confidence. I never took action and sort of avoided chances to have sex now that I think of it, several chances to have sex in high school where girls offered themselves to me basically on a silver platter pretty blatantly, but I didn't reciprocate.
Now that I think about it, the biggest thing that I was scared about was being naked and revealing my dick, which is average sized according to measurement, but from the looks it looks like 4 inches to my eyes for some reason (probably because seeing huge dongs all the time when I used to be a porn addict). I didn't realize it till recently, but that was the biggest thign that held me back.
I had no idea penis size insecurity could be THAT detrimental to self-confidence, but I'm glad I realized it. Hopefully DMSI continues healing at this awesome rate so that I can finally slide my hard, aching cock into a tight warm dripping wet pussy. And finally have some emotional intimacy.
