08-07-2017, 01:20 AM
Day 18
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
My anger seems to be difficult to control lately. Argued with my girlfriend recently over 3 consecutive days, and each time I find I'm losing my temper and acting impulsively - usually I can control my anger quite well, but now it's like when I get angry, even though I know I'm being unreasonable in my actions, I can't stop myself from doing them. It's like an anger auto-pilot.
Possibly TMI, but it's worth reporting, when I listen to the loops at night, when I wake up around 2-4am depending on when they finish, I always need the bathroom. Often my stomach will feel uncomfortable and I will feel like I have gas that needs to be released.
I'm not seeing much improvement from the initial first couple of days with MLS in terms of cognitive improvement. If anything right now, I'm just feeling mentally tired and my body is struggling too. I've had a sore throat on and off for a week now, like an infection my body is fighting off, but now it seems the throat is worse today, like the infection is finally starting to break through my body's defences.
My erection quality is still better and I feel more motivated to learn and less likely to procrastinate.
As my body still feels like it's detoxing, and I'm feeling weird vibrating sensations in my brain when I play the sub, I'm assuming it's still doing the detox/healing/physical changes.
Still lots of sex dreams and IOIs, could be DMSI still self-executing. It's 19 days since my last loop of DMSI.
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
My anger seems to be difficult to control lately. Argued with my girlfriend recently over 3 consecutive days, and each time I find I'm losing my temper and acting impulsively - usually I can control my anger quite well, but now it's like when I get angry, even though I know I'm being unreasonable in my actions, I can't stop myself from doing them. It's like an anger auto-pilot.
Possibly TMI, but it's worth reporting, when I listen to the loops at night, when I wake up around 2-4am depending on when they finish, I always need the bathroom. Often my stomach will feel uncomfortable and I will feel like I have gas that needs to be released.
I'm not seeing much improvement from the initial first couple of days with MLS in terms of cognitive improvement. If anything right now, I'm just feeling mentally tired and my body is struggling too. I've had a sore throat on and off for a week now, like an infection my body is fighting off, but now it seems the throat is worse today, like the infection is finally starting to break through my body's defences.
My erection quality is still better and I feel more motivated to learn and less likely to procrastinate.
As my body still feels like it's detoxing, and I'm feeling weird vibrating sensations in my brain when I play the sub, I'm assuming it's still doing the detox/healing/physical changes.
Still lots of sex dreams and IOIs, could be DMSI still self-executing. It's 19 days since my last loop of DMSI.
