08-07-2017, 01:01 AM
Day 12
Very horny weekend behind. Had a top-10 sex experience with the gf on Sat, then a pretty good on Sun. Was super horny just thinking about what just went down the whole Sat-Sun night. Now I'm chemically inclined to focus on other things again. Which is great because I have lots of stuff I want to look into. It does help that I have just a little time of from work, and can relax on the obligations a bit.
Definitely have a feeling of feeling of getting "unstuck" a bit. There are many things I'd like to do, and pretty much all of them include some, or a lot of, learning.
Gonna try Open focus again also, as it was mentioned elsewhere. The gf has serious issues on getting fixated on her worries, and then everything seems dark to her. Did a personality test on her also.. ESFJ, so all the 4 letters reversed, yikes... but on the other hand, it seems we also have the exact same "functional stack", just in reversed order (below). The way I've thought about us for a while now is that we're completely different, but somehow surprisingly the same, so maybe this has something to do with that - or maybe I'm just rationalizing. Anyway, I got that as a person matures, he/she would first use the Dominant function, then more of the others, so I guess a reversed pairing could help integrate more. Obviously it goes against playing to one's strengths, though. Oh well. Prob gonna read a book on the INTP type soon.
NTPs’ Functional Stack
Dominant function: Introverted Thinking (Ti)
Auxiliary function: Extraverted Intuition (Ne)
Tertiary function: Introverted Sensing (Si)
Inferior function: Extraverted Feeling (Fe)
ESFJs’ functional stack
Dominant: Extraverted Feeling (Fe)
Auxiliary: Introverted Sensing (Si)
Tertiary: Extraverted Intuition (Ne)
Inferior: Introverted Thinking (Ti)
Very horny weekend behind. Had a top-10 sex experience with the gf on Sat, then a pretty good on Sun. Was super horny just thinking about what just went down the whole Sat-Sun night. Now I'm chemically inclined to focus on other things again. Which is great because I have lots of stuff I want to look into. It does help that I have just a little time of from work, and can relax on the obligations a bit.
Definitely have a feeling of feeling of getting "unstuck" a bit. There are many things I'd like to do, and pretty much all of them include some, or a lot of, learning.
Gonna try Open focus again also, as it was mentioned elsewhere. The gf has serious issues on getting fixated on her worries, and then everything seems dark to her. Did a personality test on her also.. ESFJ, so all the 4 letters reversed, yikes... but on the other hand, it seems we also have the exact same "functional stack", just in reversed order (below). The way I've thought about us for a while now is that we're completely different, but somehow surprisingly the same, so maybe this has something to do with that - or maybe I'm just rationalizing. Anyway, I got that as a person matures, he/she would first use the Dominant function, then more of the others, so I guess a reversed pairing could help integrate more. Obviously it goes against playing to one's strengths, though. Oh well. Prob gonna read a book on the INTP type soon.
NTPs’ Functional Stack
Dominant function: Introverted Thinking (Ti)
Auxiliary function: Extraverted Intuition (Ne)
Tertiary function: Introverted Sensing (Si)
Inferior function: Extraverted Feeling (Fe)
ESFJs’ functional stack
Dominant: Extraverted Feeling (Fe)
Auxiliary: Introverted Sensing (Si)
Tertiary: Extraverted Intuition (Ne)
Inferior: Introverted Thinking (Ti)
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
