Day 10
Feeling less angry already. I finally have a small break from all the hurry, and I've been sleeping a lot today & yesterday. Helps a lot - feels like I can function again.
Yesterday, after a long nap, I felt like watching a little porn again. A haven't even remembered its existence in a long time. Really liked these 2 brunette hotties. Then I'm thinking I'll grab a beer and go outside and read for a bit, I get of the elevator and almost stumble into this crazy hot brunette in gym clothes who had a similar strong dark look than the girls in the clip. Didn't say more than hello and what floor is this bc I was so surprised. Never seen anyone hot here, really. Looks like the drive is back, love it.
Something I read yesterday about sexy archetype styles made start thinking about getting a tattoo again. Idk, needs some thought. What I'd want is a clean look with some sort of tattoo(s) adding a little edge to it. My face isn't naturally edgy, facial hair doesn't grow much, and I can't really do anything with my hair type, so I guess I'd want to express some sort of edge, still. I used a bit edgier jeans & stuff in the past, but I don't want to anymore.
Feels like I could sleep again, any sort of planning seems to burn me out so quickly. But I'm feeling good, like there's lots of options to do - just too drained to do much. Gonna read about N(i) vs N(e) etc personality types, as it seems interesting. As I said elsewhere, I'm most likely INTP or else INTJ.
EDIT: Ok, read some. Definitely INTP.
Feeling less angry already. I finally have a small break from all the hurry, and I've been sleeping a lot today & yesterday. Helps a lot - feels like I can function again.
Yesterday, after a long nap, I felt like watching a little porn again. A haven't even remembered its existence in a long time. Really liked these 2 brunette hotties. Then I'm thinking I'll grab a beer and go outside and read for a bit, I get of the elevator and almost stumble into this crazy hot brunette in gym clothes who had a similar strong dark look than the girls in the clip. Didn't say more than hello and what floor is this bc I was so surprised. Never seen anyone hot here, really. Looks like the drive is back, love it.
Something I read yesterday about sexy archetype styles made start thinking about getting a tattoo again. Idk, needs some thought. What I'd want is a clean look with some sort of tattoo(s) adding a little edge to it. My face isn't naturally edgy, facial hair doesn't grow much, and I can't really do anything with my hair type, so I guess I'd want to express some sort of edge, still. I used a bit edgier jeans & stuff in the past, but I don't want to anymore.
Feels like I could sleep again, any sort of planning seems to burn me out so quickly. But I'm feeling good, like there's lots of options to do - just too drained to do much. Gonna read about N(i) vs N(e) etc personality types, as it seems interesting. As I said elsewhere, I'm most likely INTP or else INTJ.
EDIT: Ok, read some. Definitely INTP.
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
