Day 2 I slept much better last night already, falling asleep some time in the middle of the first loop, and not waking up again until after all the loops were over.
I confirm that I've been more hungry than I was before MLS, so I've been eating more (while still healthily).
Today I've been realizing why did I suck so much in my life, and it's mainly from a negative attitude towards problems, avoiding them and escaping from them (from certain feelings I can have when having them, when dealing with them and their consequences), and therefore missing out in many life and growth opportunities. This caused big inexperience for many things, and my feelings of being unable/incapable (and their avoidance) reinforced this negative loop.
Nice nowadays I'm much more willing and able to deal with these kinds of issues. I'm willing to suck and feel badly for a while intentionally, while I grow and do what I need. And now with MLS 5.5G, I'm getting such sharp clarity as to what's in the way of my dreams (some spontaneously, and the rest whenever I stop to observe and analyze a certain issue), that everything is turning easier and manageable even by me
Aside from that, I also noticed how by lacking a clear plan for my next steps on what I want out of life, I'm being very inefficient there, being so slow and delaying my success. Taking action based on my moods, rather than following my plan (which is too abstract yet and lacks too much detail to be acted upon consistently and efficiently).
It's very nice to discover these things and not being thrown off emotionally by their implications nor for their effort cost to correct. Before MLS, I used to feel overwhelmed and quite powerless when seeing big things like this needed to change, as if being in front of a huge mountain and feeling tired/heavy even before taking action on climbing it.
I confirm that I've been more hungry than I was before MLS, so I've been eating more (while still healthily).
Today I've been realizing why did I suck so much in my life, and it's mainly from a negative attitude towards problems, avoiding them and escaping from them (from certain feelings I can have when having them, when dealing with them and their consequences), and therefore missing out in many life and growth opportunities. This caused big inexperience for many things, and my feelings of being unable/incapable (and their avoidance) reinforced this negative loop.
Nice nowadays I'm much more willing and able to deal with these kinds of issues. I'm willing to suck and feel badly for a while intentionally, while I grow and do what I need. And now with MLS 5.5G, I'm getting such sharp clarity as to what's in the way of my dreams (some spontaneously, and the rest whenever I stop to observe and analyze a certain issue), that everything is turning easier and manageable even by me
Aside from that, I also noticed how by lacking a clear plan for my next steps on what I want out of life, I'm being very inefficient there, being so slow and delaying my success. Taking action based on my moods, rather than following my plan (which is too abstract yet and lacks too much detail to be acted upon consistently and efficiently).
It's very nice to discover these things and not being thrown off emotionally by their implications nor for their effort cost to correct. Before MLS, I used to feel overwhelmed and quite powerless when seeing big things like this needed to change, as if being in front of a huge mountain and feeling tired/heavy even before taking action on climbing it.
UMS
