In this for the healing DMSI v3.1 A

[RTBoss]

Perhaps if you found a way to connect with your job and the people around you in the same way you connect with your music?

I'm lucky that all my coworkers are chill with me and it's not a bad environment to work in. I just can't be around people I don't know for that long. I probably still deal with some anxiety, but it's not the heart racing type. More like the long slow drawn out foreboding type. It sort of sits beneath the surface enough to the point where I've gotten really good with dealing with it, but I often forget it's still there and that's why I'm so tired at the end of the day.

It's one of those things where it is what it is. It's not horrible, but it's not ideal. I make the best of it.

I hear you, I'm much the same. But I'm slowly improving.

What helped me is to realize that even people I know well were once people I didn't know.

Anyhow, I don't wanna derail your journal.

Too late for that...