DMSI Journey

[RTBoss]

Another girl was giving me more attention lately. She started that behavior about a week ago. But yesterday evening she was throwing me a lot of kiss & heart emoticons, asking me what did I do to her.
Her behavior of today could be because of DMSI, or not.

That girl on day 2. She's acting weird lately again.
I noticed that about 3 days ago but didn't give much thought. Today while listening to DMSI she texted me and sent me like 30 heart emoticons ^^''. I asked her motive she said it's a secret. I know emoticons don't mean a thing but isn't it weird ?
Is it DMSI ? It never happened to me tbh. But I don't even know her well, not even how she looks like. I doubt it's the LDS effects.
Can DMSI affects targets at distance besides the LDS effect ?

Doubtful it's the LDS - it would have to be the most sexually attractive and reproductively suitable female you've EVER met in the WORLD. There are a lot of people on this forum claiming they've met their LDS target - I sincerely doubt that.

Day 20.
3 loops hybrid track (normal volume).
I broke the first loop because someone went in my room, so I finished it then decided to run 2 more loops instead of one.

I finished listened to it some hours ago but I still feel its effects I guess. I feel good, I feel enough, I feel complete. It's the IDGAF feeling I was getting lately. This time it's more peaceful tho.
Again I lost interest in women, lol. Why is my libido low under DMSI contrarly to most people here ?
I think these effects are kickin' in:

self worth, self liking, self love, self validation, deservingness

I like that feeling. I even managed to get up and work on my computer.
The sub makes me lazy usually.

If I feel like that everyday then I'll probably stick with DMSI lol. I don't care about getting IOIs or women or whatever I just like that peaceful feeling of being "enough".

Sounds like you're healing and clearing, and that you're experiencing what comes after something significant has healed or cleared successfully. Life gets better, and then it's on to the next layer of H/C. DMSI is a rollercoaster for that reason. Definitely worth sticking with, IMO.