08-01-2017, 09:26 AM
I am not really tracking anymore in grand detail what the sub does. I use it and go about my stuff.
Random people seem to perceive me as very approachable and talk to me a lot. Well, I smile a lot and am invested in any kind of conversation these days, meaning I AM open and approachable, so that is that.
I am more curious about and interested in many topics again. These topics would look rather random to outsiders, but I see a very tight connection (and use) for every last one of them. It is the continuation of a strangely focused and directed self-development that has started a long time ago. I don't know where it will lead me, but I have learned to recognize pieces of that puzzle when I encounter them.
The duration of concentration periods has not yet increased by a lot. There is some progress, but I am still a long way from where I have been before. I shall, however, get there again and beyond, it's simply a matter of time.
Another thing that's becoming obvious is how short my fuse is at the moment. It doesn't take much to get me going. On the other hand, I am usually holding myself back and swallow what angers me, which is not exactly healthy either.
And last but not least, I still suck at visualizing
Random people seem to perceive me as very approachable and talk to me a lot. Well, I smile a lot and am invested in any kind of conversation these days, meaning I AM open and approachable, so that is that.
I am more curious about and interested in many topics again. These topics would look rather random to outsiders, but I see a very tight connection (and use) for every last one of them. It is the continuation of a strangely focused and directed self-development that has started a long time ago. I don't know where it will lead me, but I have learned to recognize pieces of that puzzle when I encounter them.
The duration of concentration periods has not yet increased by a lot. There is some progress, but I am still a long way from where I have been before. I shall, however, get there again and beyond, it's simply a matter of time.
Another thing that's becoming obvious is how short my fuse is at the moment. It doesn't take much to get me going. On the other hand, I am usually holding myself back and swallow what angers me, which is not exactly healthy either.
And last but not least, I still suck at visualizing
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
