07-30-2017, 09:00 AM
Ok so I've decided to continue on A for more time. It's been a month now and I still don't feel anything changed.
I mean I know some things changed but I feel I didn't improve as much as I wanted to. And I also know it's only been a month but patience was never one of my strenghts. I'm struggling to stay strong and continue on this journey and at the same time I don't wanna go to where I was when I started this. I'm confident but somedays pessimistic as well.
I really want to see improvements with girls since I was always on the shy side but I am convinced I need a lot of healing first, this is why I won't go into B just yet.
You guys experienced similar to what I am now? any advice?
I mean I know some things changed but I feel I didn't improve as much as I wanted to. And I also know it's only been a month but patience was never one of my strenghts. I'm struggling to stay strong and continue on this journey and at the same time I don't wanna go to where I was when I started this. I'm confident but somedays pessimistic as well.
I really want to see improvements with girls since I was always on the shy side but I am convinced I need a lot of healing first, this is why I won't go into B just yet.
You guys experienced similar to what I am now? any advice?
