JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!!

[Jake2015]

Day 3 Update - Sunday 23rd July 2017.

I woke and I'm not entirely sure but either I woke to a dream or I remembered that I had dreamed within 20mins of waking.

The dream was of the girl that I like that I have a level of oneitis on. Let me explain, this is a girl I would want to date in a heartbeat, she's gorgeous but age is in our way and I don't think I even register on her radar actually I'm sure she's turned off her radar towards me lol.

Its also maybe not oneitis because well I'm still happy to find other girls, see other girls, date other girls and get the best I deserve...but its not happening.

Either way I realised I was pining for this girl. Pining means I was longing for her, erm desiring her and missing her even though we havent spoke at all for a year and she goes to my uni (sad i know).

So besides this, again I was a little more productive. I have some things I want to do whilst I'm on this short break back home and 1 of those on this day was to get some cooking practise done so that I can eat better when I get back to uni. I was able to make some notes on the way I marinated and cooked chicken breasts but my notes and my writing were awful, and this id love for MLS to fix if it even can (note making anyone requires writing...hint hint).

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Day 4 Update - Monday 24th July 2017.

Tonight I played the hybrid trickling stream, I may have had it a little bit louder so it was in my hearing attention whilst I was in bed. I couldnt sleep properly and was playing a game and surfing the net on my phone.

Sleep is terrible whilst I'm back at home but this is the life that I live unfortunately for the time being.

I woke terribly tired, sleepy, and exhausted.

I was okay later in the day but after eating some pizza that we had delivered, I felt tired once again, exhausted, lazy, sleepy and brain was foggy.

CAN PIZZA DO THIS? because it happens at uni at times to when I'm sat eating alone, I become all lazy mainly.

I hope MLS deals with laziness of a student too.

anyway so this is what I felt and even now whilst I've managed to grab my laptop at 2.29am (current time here) I'm in and out of slight sleepiness.

The biggest thing I noticed also was that we had ordered some curry yesterday from a local restaurant that makes this dish pretty darn well. It was my favourite Indian/pakistani curry (well 1 of them anyway), but the thing is, today when dinner came up in conversation I said we have zero to eat and so should order pizza.

Family agreed so we did. Now only an hour ago, yes at 1am I felt peckish and looked in the fridge and there was this curry.

How could I have forgotten what I ate the day before?

either way I have little more to say or to go on, so I'm assuming that maybe MLS won't be noticeable to me until I'm clearly on a learning environment, for me thats back at uni with my textbooks, for others that may going to music class, or martial arts.

is my assumption on this correct? thanks for reading.