07-23-2017, 06:44 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-23-2017, 07:16 PM by mojamhaque.)
23/07/2017
Day - 53
Listening hour-08 hours
Really confused how E2 works on me... sometime feels very tensed and sometime feels little bit confidence but not much. Sometime my mind is fills with doubt and worry on the other hand sometimes feel little bit cheerful but not much. I really can't read the thinking pattern of my mind .. sometimes feel very unsteady on the other hand sometimes feel little bit steady. Some fears still exists... like fear of failure, fear of success... the thing that makes me most worried is financial insecurity...Yet not noticed any improvement here... Seems decision making become more complex... desire of study is gone.. career is ruining for this..
Day - 53
Listening hour-08 hours
Really confused how E2 works on me... sometime feels very tensed and sometime feels little bit confidence but not much. Sometime my mind is fills with doubt and worry on the other hand sometimes feel little bit cheerful but not much. I really can't read the thinking pattern of my mind .. sometimes feel very unsteady on the other hand sometimes feel little bit steady. Some fears still exists... like fear of failure, fear of success... the thing that makes me most worried is financial insecurity...Yet not noticed any improvement here... Seems decision making become more complex... desire of study is gone.. career is ruining for this..
To become a super skilled in "Algorithms, Data Structures, OOP, Design Principles (SOLID, KISS, DRY, YAGNI, SoC, CQS), GOF Design Patterns, Architectural Patterns, Scrum, DDD, TDD, BDD, C#, JS, ASP.NET MVC, Web API" started E2 as the preparatory of MLS 5.5G for 96 days
