07-21-2017, 06:52 AM
(07-20-2017, 08:15 PM)Zane Wrote: Sometimes I think we are no longer 3D beings. . Not Anymore after becoming a part of IML community
It's something, I don't know what it is. But it's amazing.
DMSI is smoothing out for me. Feels like I'm actually complying with the instructions to just let things go. But really let them go, without engaging the emotions or going through all that emotionally turbulent stuff. Feels like I'm having a paradigm shift a bit and gaining a fundamental understanding that pain is not required to heal. That's important for me because I always thought you need to go through emotions and revisit past events and stuff of that nature.
That being said it's weird how many things I can draw connections to. For example lately I've been feeling uninspired by music and feeling like I don't want to create anything because I don't know what to create. But this is similar to the fake disinterest in women I still battle with from time to time. In the case of my music I hear all my favorite artists and I'm so afraid of not measuring up to their music that I convince myself that I don't really want to make music like them. Feels like as I confront this fear more and let it go I'm starting to be ok with my music being amateur sounding or not good. That obsessive need to have it great is diminishing and it's opening my eyes to see what I need to improve on. Prior to this I kind of just stuck my head in the ground and avoided improving because I found it all to be too intimidating.
