Mojam's E2 Journal

[Zane]

Don't know what will I do! Have to go a long way... but can't take the first step.

For past few days I am having the same way. But Idk if I even want to take the first step. Mean motivation isn't there to do anything and that usually happens when some healing is going on.

I dont watch TV

I don't play games (indoor and outdoor)

I dont feel like talking

I don't study cause I have no desire to.

I don't watch porn either.. I wasnt addicted to but I am not interested in boobs atm

I dont care if I get a job or not.

I dont care and not ashamed when people ask me what I am doing with my life.

I am not afraid to go meet with people.. But I dont feel like.

I just want to lie down on my bed and visit random sites cause I just want the day to get over.

Or

I will just talk to my family members and help them a little bit with their chores.