07-17-2017, 08:44 PM
Thank you, everyone, for your birthday wishes!
I can't other than agree, I've been very fortunate to stumble upon Shannon's great products at this young age.
Have been doing B for 3 weeks, switched to A on Saturday.
While I earlier when switching between the subs got an increase in hunger (to A) I haven't felt any of the sort now. More like I can eat how much as I want, it will all be used. But I don't feel any need to eat more, compared to earlier I've felt a deep urge to eat more.
However, I've been thirsty as fk.
I have been starting doing Feldenkrais method which is damn good. I think DMSI drove me to do it because I am actually starting to become relaxed now. A feeling I'm uncertain if I've ever truly felt earlier. This causes me to act differently and generally having a better body language.
Last night I watched the first episode of the new Game of Thrones season #HYPE
Which was really good, fking 5 first minutes was insane xD
I just woke up after my 2nd loops of A, my heart pounding and being shit-scared.
I had a lot of dreams when I was younger, had daily nightmares up til the age of 7 - Where I learned to wake up in the middle of a nightmare.
Ever since I haven't had a single night of a nightmare - That I can remember
Now when I woke up I realized I had been getting similar dreams earlier, just that I couldn't remember them.
Anyways, I was living up in the North, being chased by the Night King in GoT
A lot of the other dreams about this I had been chatting with my sister and my dad about where the Night King is, what he is doing, what he is and how I can stop/kill him. I've been scared to shit of him, he can literally come at any moment and there's no certainty I can escape him. He has a fking undead army with him.
I know that the Night King here symbolizes DMSI and the undead army represents some parts of my subconscious, if not multiple. The "end is near" feelings I get from the dreams I would interpret as I'm coming closer to the end of something for me. I am closing in towards the end of a process that I've been in for the latest 6 years, and subC is scared to shit about what happens when this process ends. This process has been very important for my growth and has made me do some of the most defining decision of my life (so far). Including dropping out of High School.
Now that I'm 18 the world is officially at my feet for grabbing, and I must carefully choose which parts I decide to indulge in, or that fear my subC is throwing at me with these dreams, will become a reality.
I can't other than agree, I've been very fortunate to stumble upon Shannon's great products at this young age.
Have been doing B for 3 weeks, switched to A on Saturday.
While I earlier when switching between the subs got an increase in hunger (to A) I haven't felt any of the sort now. More like I can eat how much as I want, it will all be used. But I don't feel any need to eat more, compared to earlier I've felt a deep urge to eat more.
However, I've been thirsty as fk.
I have been starting doing Feldenkrais method which is damn good. I think DMSI drove me to do it because I am actually starting to become relaxed now. A feeling I'm uncertain if I've ever truly felt earlier. This causes me to act differently and generally having a better body language.
Last night I watched the first episode of the new Game of Thrones season #HYPE
Which was really good, fking 5 first minutes was insane xD
I just woke up after my 2nd loops of A, my heart pounding and being shit-scared.
I had a lot of dreams when I was younger, had daily nightmares up til the age of 7 - Where I learned to wake up in the middle of a nightmare.
Ever since I haven't had a single night of a nightmare - That I can remember
Now when I woke up I realized I had been getting similar dreams earlier, just that I couldn't remember them.
Anyways, I was living up in the North, being chased by the Night King in GoT
A lot of the other dreams about this I had been chatting with my sister and my dad about where the Night King is, what he is doing, what he is and how I can stop/kill him. I've been scared to shit of him, he can literally come at any moment and there's no certainty I can escape him. He has a fking undead army with him.
I know that the Night King here symbolizes DMSI and the undead army represents some parts of my subconscious, if not multiple. The "end is near" feelings I get from the dreams I would interpret as I'm coming closer to the end of something for me. I am closing in towards the end of a process that I've been in for the latest 6 years, and subC is scared to shit about what happens when this process ends. This process has been very important for my growth and has made me do some of the most defining decision of my life (so far). Including dropping out of High School.
Now that I'm 18 the world is officially at my feet for grabbing, and I must carefully choose which parts I decide to indulge in, or that fear my subC is throwing at me with these dreams, will become a reality.
