07-16-2017, 09:09 PM
Day 15:
I started the day at the gym. This is my favorite spot for testing DMSI effects but today there weren't not that much women to test on.
I had several errands to do during the day and as I'm used to do, I always flirt with cashiers. I know that it is appreciated when they blush or giggle to what I'm saying even when it is not funny. The flirting was good but I cannot say that it was better than pre-DMSI.
Something that I have noticed about me as I was doing my grocery is that I was paying more attention to women. I found more women sexually attractive than usual. Not that I did lower my standard. It is just that I was paying more attention and saw sexually attractive women that I simply never noticed before and as I saw them. Noticing these sexual women gave me sexual thoughts and I even started to be a little bit sexually aroused.
Day 16:
When I woke up, despite having slept 8 hours, I felt tired. My buddy who introduced me to DMSI told me that 1 of the effect extensive listening he has was that he felt exhausted. Maybe this is what is happening to me.
During the day, I noticed that my behavior was a tad bit more aggressive than usual. Nothing out of place. Just a small sexy pinch of it.
I had this though as I was going to the gym this afternoon: I feel like not much have changed since I started. I get slightly more female attention which is nice and I feel fully healed. I could be ready for DMSI B because I'm eager to start executing but I'm resisting the urge and I'll wait 2 more weeks before starting B as prescribed.
The thing that I can say about my inner state is that I feel over the top self-confident and my self-esteem is through the roof. I was doing ok in that department before but things have increased since I started the program. This has been like that probably since day 1. DMSI programming must contribute to the effect but I'm a strong believer of the placebo effect. Imagine that you got this almost magical audio track that makes you sexually irresistible and you strongly believe into its power, you cannot do otherwise to enter places and feel like a king.
What I just wrote makes me realise how powerful the mind is. If only I could fully harness this power with conscious control to amp my inner state at will and feel like a king from the minute I wake up until dusk.
During my workout at the gym, it started by running a mile in the first 5 minutes. In the first 200 feet, I opened a girl running nearby me by saying something funny and she did talk to me for the rest of the running. It was actually entertaining as running isn't particularly fun to me. I would say that it is almost painful as I'm not fully top notch but listening to her stories made me run without paying too much attention to the running. In my head, I was thinking. Wow she invest so much into that interaction. It seemed like my funny line didn't warrant that much investment. Personnally, I don't like talking and running at the same time. I prefer to focus on breathing...
Next at the end of the work out, the girl that stared at me for 15 minutes non-stop while I started using AOS as explained in:
http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8909.html
was there and we somehow ended talking together. No idea how. She just have found herself in my close proximity and she started sharing unsolicited bits of her personal stories. The type of sharing that you do when you want to establish rapport with someone.
So overall, it was a nice DMSI week-end. I see results getting better but I'm still eager to switch to DMSI B for serious execution....
I started the day at the gym. This is my favorite spot for testing DMSI effects but today there weren't not that much women to test on.
I had several errands to do during the day and as I'm used to do, I always flirt with cashiers. I know that it is appreciated when they blush or giggle to what I'm saying even when it is not funny. The flirting was good but I cannot say that it was better than pre-DMSI.
Something that I have noticed about me as I was doing my grocery is that I was paying more attention to women. I found more women sexually attractive than usual. Not that I did lower my standard. It is just that I was paying more attention and saw sexually attractive women that I simply never noticed before and as I saw them. Noticing these sexual women gave me sexual thoughts and I even started to be a little bit sexually aroused.
Day 16:
When I woke up, despite having slept 8 hours, I felt tired. My buddy who introduced me to DMSI told me that 1 of the effect extensive listening he has was that he felt exhausted. Maybe this is what is happening to me.
During the day, I noticed that my behavior was a tad bit more aggressive than usual. Nothing out of place. Just a small sexy pinch of it.
I had this though as I was going to the gym this afternoon: I feel like not much have changed since I started. I get slightly more female attention which is nice and I feel fully healed. I could be ready for DMSI B because I'm eager to start executing but I'm resisting the urge and I'll wait 2 more weeks before starting B as prescribed.
The thing that I can say about my inner state is that I feel over the top self-confident and my self-esteem is through the roof. I was doing ok in that department before but things have increased since I started the program. This has been like that probably since day 1. DMSI programming must contribute to the effect but I'm a strong believer of the placebo effect. Imagine that you got this almost magical audio track that makes you sexually irresistible and you strongly believe into its power, you cannot do otherwise to enter places and feel like a king.
What I just wrote makes me realise how powerful the mind is. If only I could fully harness this power with conscious control to amp my inner state at will and feel like a king from the minute I wake up until dusk.
During my workout at the gym, it started by running a mile in the first 5 minutes. In the first 200 feet, I opened a girl running nearby me by saying something funny and she did talk to me for the rest of the running. It was actually entertaining as running isn't particularly fun to me. I would say that it is almost painful as I'm not fully top notch but listening to her stories made me run without paying too much attention to the running. In my head, I was thinking. Wow she invest so much into that interaction. It seemed like my funny line didn't warrant that much investment. Personnally, I don't like talking and running at the same time. I prefer to focus on breathing...
Next at the end of the work out, the girl that stared at me for 15 minutes non-stop while I started using AOS as explained in:
http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8909.html
was there and we somehow ended talking together. No idea how. She just have found herself in my close proximity and she started sharing unsolicited bits of her personal stories. The type of sharing that you do when you want to establish rapport with someone.
So overall, it was a nice DMSI week-end. I see results getting better but I'm still eager to switch to DMSI B for serious execution....
