The great journey begins (DMSI 3.1)

[omi95]

I feel so unmotivated today, like I don't feel like doing ANYTHING at all. I barely greet people when I go to a store. Sometimes I feel a bit irritated for no reason, like I feel a little mad. I went to the gym today and I didn't work out AT ALL. Its like I had no will power/mental capacity to even run on the tread mill.

I literally have to FORCE myself to be outgoing. Not a good feeling at all. Im not getting results externally yet. Is this the healing taking over?