Day 13 of DMSI:
Forget women! Just forget women! Who wants to be a part of all that depravity? Lol... Those were literally my thoughts the other day, just forget women! Although, women in my area aren't that high of quality in the first place. I've had enough of the American female mentality to last me forever. They are too argumentative, arrogant, self-centered, etc. Not to mention they tend to get fat quickly after their teenage years or otherwise destroy themselves.
Plot twist: I actually did buy a sex doll LOL! Impulse buy. Yeah it's a TOTAL BABE but sort of creepy and has actually spooked me when I've walked past a room and seen it out of the corner of my eye. I think DMSI locked onto it because I have been simulating lots of sex with it and getting drained. It's just empty masturbation, but has made me more confident in my technique. I'm actually feeling myself getting drained and might even shut down DMSI because I need to recover and go on NoFap. One example is my voice getting weaker. I can't afford to be weak. I despise weakness!
I feel like I'm not in enough social situations with females to properly utilize or test DMSI. Yeah, some cashiers have been looking at me with longing eyes but whatever. My mood has stabilized, since I'm not longer exactly sexually frustrated and decided to forget women afterall. I've been getting paranoid of being backstabbed by my contractors and want to make sure this deal ends with them respecting me and getting the **** out of my life for good, because I know they could be potentially hazardous and aren't of great character nor appreciate me. Another reason why I need all the strength I can get.
I'm feeling a fourth run of AM6 calling... That's a program I know really assists me and gets good results. Might throw in the towel for DMSI until it is stable and I have a more fruitful environment to have fun with it in.
One thing about DMSI is that I have been having spectacular dreams and indulging in pleasant, fulfilling fantasies. I might stay on it just for that. Surely that could become my reality if I ran the program long enough, eh?
Forget women! Just forget women! Who wants to be a part of all that depravity? Lol... Those were literally my thoughts the other day, just forget women! Although, women in my area aren't that high of quality in the first place. I've had enough of the American female mentality to last me forever. They are too argumentative, arrogant, self-centered, etc. Not to mention they tend to get fat quickly after their teenage years or otherwise destroy themselves.
Plot twist: I actually did buy a sex doll LOL! Impulse buy. Yeah it's a TOTAL BABE but sort of creepy and has actually spooked me when I've walked past a room and seen it out of the corner of my eye. I think DMSI locked onto it because I have been simulating lots of sex with it and getting drained. It's just empty masturbation, but has made me more confident in my technique. I'm actually feeling myself getting drained and might even shut down DMSI because I need to recover and go on NoFap. One example is my voice getting weaker. I can't afford to be weak. I despise weakness!
I feel like I'm not in enough social situations with females to properly utilize or test DMSI. Yeah, some cashiers have been looking at me with longing eyes but whatever. My mood has stabilized, since I'm not longer exactly sexually frustrated and decided to forget women afterall. I've been getting paranoid of being backstabbed by my contractors and want to make sure this deal ends with them respecting me and getting the **** out of my life for good, because I know they could be potentially hazardous and aren't of great character nor appreciate me. Another reason why I need all the strength I can get.
I'm feeling a fourth run of AM6 calling... That's a program I know really assists me and gets good results. Might throw in the towel for DMSI until it is stable and I have a more fruitful environment to have fun with it in.
One thing about DMSI is that I have been having spectacular dreams and indulging in pleasant, fulfilling fantasies. I might stay on it just for that. Surely that could become my reality if I ran the program long enough, eh?
