07-12-2017, 02:37 PM
Me again...
Ok, a lot of things... I keep having dreams that are waking me up, once a night almost every night. As I said before, it was pretty unusual in me to woke up or even remember dreams. Today I was fighting a wasp
it just flew all over me but didn't seem to attack me...
Overall I feel people is being more kind to me, and some guys on the bus gave me stares that made me unconfortable. They looked at me with a face like "who's that freak" lol
I also said I was in this for the healing, and lately I've been thinking about my ex. I'm not going to go very deep into that history, but the summary is that we loved each other, she had cancer, she left me while she still was a whole person, and I guess we were both devastated and I kind of shut down after that.
And it was a long time since I didn't think about that or her, and now it's all coming back. It doesn't make me sad tho, it's like I feel it's coming up so I can release it maybe?
Today I won't have time to listen while I am up so I will go for it during sleep. Do you guys know any good android player that allows me to do my 2 loops while my screen is off? And is it ok if I just put the silent one? I'm listening to hybrid so far but I don't know if I can sleep with that one on.
Ok, a lot of things... I keep having dreams that are waking me up, once a night almost every night. As I said before, it was pretty unusual in me to woke up or even remember dreams. Today I was fighting a wasp
it just flew all over me but didn't seem to attack me...Overall I feel people is being more kind to me, and some guys on the bus gave me stares that made me unconfortable. They looked at me with a face like "who's that freak" lol
I also said I was in this for the healing, and lately I've been thinking about my ex. I'm not going to go very deep into that history, but the summary is that we loved each other, she had cancer, she left me while she still was a whole person, and I guess we were both devastated and I kind of shut down after that.
And it was a long time since I didn't think about that or her, and now it's all coming back. It doesn't make me sad tho, it's like I feel it's coming up so I can release it maybe?
Today I won't have time to listen while I am up so I will go for it during sleep. Do you guys know any good android player that allows me to do my 2 loops while my screen is off? And is it ok if I just put the silent one? I'm listening to hybrid so far but I don't know if I can sleep with that one on.
