07-11-2017, 07:10 AM
4 loops is definitely the sweet spot for me. Also my first few days of running DMSI were filled with too many expectations. It made me obsessed with making it work faster or doing it better. Now things are quieting down. I just run the loops and go about my day. I've known this for a while, but too much fiddling with what's going on inside interferes with results. The problem being I knew it wasn't helping, but couldn't stop from doing it. The only thing I really do now is take 10-15 minutes when I'm overly stressed and just focus on letting all the negativity go. Speaking of negativity.
Auric shielding. This has been a godsend. I had no idea how much manipulation went on with my energy until DMSI. So far I haven't quite gotten the hang of it or I'm still not executing the script all the way. But I was at work yesterday and started developing a headache and some intense nausea. The environment where I work has become increasingly toxic lately. So I went to the bathroom to center myself. I felt the negative energy leave my body when I calmed myself and then it was as if an energy pushed out from my stomach to surrounding my body. I felt more clearheaded and unaffected by the outside events going on around me. Sadly, without conscious intervention it seemed to collapse on me or couldn't be maintained. I had to reconstruct it every few minutes. But what I've learned from this is that even though AM6 instilled that assertive confident mentality in me, I was still being affected on an energetic level and not realizing it. Closing the doors to all manipulation is important to me, so that includes the energy level.
The question now for me is did DMSI enhance my perception of these energies? Or is this an ability I've had for all my life and was closed off to it because of fear/skepticism and to a lesser extent possibly shame?
Auric shielding. This has been a godsend. I had no idea how much manipulation went on with my energy until DMSI. So far I haven't quite gotten the hang of it or I'm still not executing the script all the way. But I was at work yesterday and started developing a headache and some intense nausea. The environment where I work has become increasingly toxic lately. So I went to the bathroom to center myself. I felt the negative energy leave my body when I calmed myself and then it was as if an energy pushed out from my stomach to surrounding my body. I felt more clearheaded and unaffected by the outside events going on around me. Sadly, without conscious intervention it seemed to collapse on me or couldn't be maintained. I had to reconstruct it every few minutes. But what I've learned from this is that even though AM6 instilled that assertive confident mentality in me, I was still being affected on an energetic level and not realizing it. Closing the doors to all manipulation is important to me, so that includes the energy level.
The question now for me is did DMSI enhance my perception of these energies? Or is this an ability I've had for all my life and was closed off to it because of fear/skepticism and to a lesser extent possibly shame?
